I Never Thought ( Harry + Anna)

Chapter 1

I had never thought I would love the thing I hated most. I mean would you? Oh yay I hate it but I think I might end up loving it in the end. You don't think that, do you? Well I was in love with the thing I hated most. His stupid charm had gotten and his god like looks. Damn it, why was he so perfect! I was in love with his curly brown hair and his perfect green eyes. I hated myself for it too. Damn it! I'm sure you are all wondering who the hell I'm talking about and it just so happens to be Harry Styles. No I am not just another fan girl screaming my love for him at a concert I am really in love with him. Stupid, stupid, stupid. I, Anna Rose Shadow, am in love with Harry Edward Styles. It all started on a stage. You see I go to The Los Angeles Academy of Performing Arts and well I sing and act there. I started when I was just 14 and had been there ever sense. I had to say I missed my house at the edge of the hill, but I loved my home here. My roommate (and best friend) have had so much fun together, in are small room dancing around laughing and screaming and chasing each other around the room. Anyway I was on stage singing my heart out in front of the music people. I was singing one of my favorites The A Team by Ed Sheeran bit up key cause no way in hell could I sing that low. I could see they liked it because when I looked at them all most all of them was smiling at me. I was so happy, this is it it's my big break I was going to be famous. I was in the final note, when music came blasting at full volume from behind.

You're insecure, don't know what for, you're turning heads when you walk through the door.

I fell to the floor shocked and angry at the loud music. What the hell had just happened? I stood up and looked at Tim the light and sound person and he shrugged at me will pushing buttons.

"Turn that shit off!!!!" I yelled as it shut off. Fuck...

Well this sucks, I had just yelled turn that shit off as loud as possible right as the music stopped. So that mean (for all you slow people) everyone heard it, my music teacher the studio people, everyone. As I said, fuck. Everyone was staring at me. I did the best thing I could think of, I bowed and walked off the stage and out the door. I put on my best "happy face" as I walked through the halls and to the girls dorms. I want to my room quickly not speaking to anyone. I took out my key and unlocked the door, shut it behind me locked it and throw myself on my bed. I started to cry right then. How could this happen, and why me? I had worked my butt off for that. I had practiced everyday for the past 9 months. And now I would never make it. And it was all One Directions fault (I see now how childish that is but it was what I thought) there stupid song had made my life stick. What would I do now? I don't think anyone producer would want to sign me now, after that. So I cried for a good 15 minutes and then I got up. My sadness turned to angrier. And I throw my pillow. I throw things everywhere and then cleaned it up. I would feel bad if Ally came home to a mess that I had made. She always cleaned up and I felt bad about it when I trashed the place left and found it clean when I came home. I picked up a pillow by the large mirror and I looked at myself. I had curly dirty blonde hair and bright green eyes. I was a good size and I had to say that I wasn't a size two like every other girl, I was a 4 and I had no problem with it. I know I wasn't fat and I had never worried about that. I was tall with long legs. I was pretty I guess but I was no Megan Fox. I unlike most girls had never gotten into to make up so my face was clear of makeup. I wore a Panic! At The Disco shirt and a pair of skinny jeans. I had sneakers on my feet with I untied and placed in the closet. I wiped my face with the back of my hand and placed the pillow I was holding on my bed. I looked over at the clock and I found that it was 6:37 and dinner would be held in about 30 minutes. I put on a jacket and tied my shoes again. I walked out of the room and locked the door behind me. I really didn't need 30 minutes to get to the dining hall but I needed to think. What would I do now? I thought as I walked down the halls of the girl's dorm. I opened the door that lead to the outside and the cool night air hit my face. I took a deep breath and walked down the side walk. The compose was quiet large and sometimes at night when I couldn't sleep I would take walks outside and go around the whole place. I also did this when I needed to think. With my head down I took the long way to the dining hall.

I thought about what I was going to do, where was I going to go? I could always go back to Mike and Jane, but I really wanted to prove I could make it out there in the real world. Mike and Jane are my Aunt and Uncle. They were the family I had. When I was 4 my parents died in a car crash I was put in a home until my Aunt Jane came a told my they were taking me home. I had to leave my two brothers at the care home because they couldn't afford them, only me. I don't really know what happened to them we don't speak much, only on birthdays and holidays. I miss my oldest brother who is 23 right now the most. Jacob had been the only one of us who could have understood what had happened. Zach my younger brother was only 2 when this happened and I don't think he even remembers what they look like. I don't really either I was only 4.

By the time I got to the dining hall almost everyone was there. I took a seat next to Ally as we were called to go get food. I was so hungry and I walked/jogged to the line. I grabbed a salad and some fruit then a water and Italian dressing. I paid and walked to the table sat down and eat my food. I was done with my fruit when Ally got back.

"Wow, girl you must have been hungry." She said and I looked at her tray. She had an apple, salad and water. She never put dressing on the salad which I thought was crazy. She sat down next to me and smiled.

"Nice to see you, too." I said and she giggled

"So how was the producer thingy?" she asked and I told her everything.

"Oh my god, that horrible, are you okay?" she asked and I nodded "Well get that bitch who played that song." She smiled and evil smile and I know she was planning. Oh dear lord help me. Ally is a crazy person. I think she would fit in nicely at the mental hospital and whenever she planned things... oh lord help us all. I loved her to death but she scared me sometimes. She was silent for the rest of dinner as she ate her salad and apple and drank her water. I was really scared by then because she was never silent for that long, she was thinking really hard. Oh my god what is she thinking about? Dinner ended and Ally and I walked back to our room. I jumped on my bed and just lied there for who knows how long? I fell asleep and woke up an hour later still in my jeans and shirt. I took of my jeans and switched in my favorite sweat pants and a tank top. I lied back down in my bed and fell asleep again