In love with you - ashtray

School day

Next mornig

Yn pov
I woke up and saw ash wasn't next to me. I got into the kitchen and saw fezco and rue sanding there. Ash was on the couch. "U look good in ashs cloths" fez said winking at me. I blushed. "Yeah well she didn't had any clothes with her so i gave he mine but its not like i like her" ash said angry. "Whoa someone woke up with the wrong foot"rue joked. I ate some cereal and sat next to ash. "What do u want?"ash said no even looking at me. "Ummm well i just wanted to say thanks for yesterday." I told him. " well i told you your dress is reviling." "Can u be less of a dick?! All you do is being mean to me and i don't even know why" I said angry. "Whatever" he said and got of the couch and walked in his room.

Time skips

I was home in my bed. I was on insta. It was already 9pm so i got ready for bed cuz tomorrow is school.

Text day

I woke up at 5:30 to get ready. I hopped in the shower and did my makeup. I choose something to wear.

Ur outfit

Ur shoes

Ur hair

U look at ur phone and see a text from Alice
(New character!!! Shes is ur best friend fron school shes 15)
Alice said shes outside. U walk outside and u hug her. On the way to school Alice says:" u heard there is gonna be a new boy in our class" "wait really?!"i said "yeah"she said. " ohhh i hope he's hotttt!!!!" I say. Alice laughs. We got the school and see fezcos car outside the school. U walk over and say hi to fez ash sits in the passenger seat. "Sup kid"fez said. "Nothing much but what are u guys doing here?"u say. "Ahhh yk ashs first day in hight school."fez said. Ash rolled his eyes. He got out of the car and walked over to the popular boys. "Ey yn ill pick u and ash up from school and drive u home" fez said me. "Well see u kid" fez said to me. I waved good bye.
I got into the school and got my looker. I put my suff inside. Alice walked over to me and said:"did u saw the new kid hes so fine!!!" "Ik alice but he kinda hates me" i told her. "Well who cares anyway. Hes probably a fuckboy anyway." She said. " yeah probably" i said.
I got to my first class and see ash flirting with some pick me girl🙄🙄🙄. Class starts and i pay attention. Its lunch time and i go find alice. I found her with a guy. Her boyfriend, troy they're making out. I roll my eyes and got find rue. "Whatsup rue?" I say. " yo yn there is a party tonight fez is driving us. U coming?" "Ehm yeah why not?" I told her.

After school

I got ready for the party. This time i didn't wear a dress

Ur outfit

Ur hair

Ur makeup

ur shoes

U walk over to fez place. U knock on the door. Ash oped the door and looked at you. U went past him not even saying hello not wanting to hear anything ash has to say about ur outfit.
U hug fez and he hugs u back. Rue is sitting on the couch an smoking a joint. She passes the joint to you. You finished it and you all get up and go to fez car. Me and rue sit in the back and ash and fez sit in the front. Rue is singing the lyrics from hit em up. Ash is really annoyed u can tell. "Guys me and ash got some business to do before we go to that party." Fez said. I nodded.
The car stopped ash and fez got out of the car and a girl with bleach blond hair and duck lips came inside. "Im feya."she told me and rue. "Well im yn and thats rue" i said. Feya pulled out a box and did some heroine. Me and rue looked at echother in disgust. Suddenly the doors flew open and sum guys took us. We got shoved to a wall and a man told us to get naked. They took ash cuz hes still a minor. Feya and rue did what the said but i didn't. "Hey undress lady!" Some guy yelled. "Im only 14 u pedo."i said. Then some guys took me and shoved me in a closet with ash. I landed on top of him. "Oh shit im sorry"i say getting of of him. "Are u okay? Ash said. "Yeah yeah im fine. What about u?" I ask. No response. He didn't say anything he just looked at me in my eyes. I did the same. He leand in but stopt a few millimeter before his lips met mine. He put his hands on my waist and i but my hands around his neck. He looked at my lips. I could fell his hot breath. "Fuck it" i could hear him say. His lips crashed against mine. I got on his lap and his hands wandered down to my ass. I let out a small moan and he took this opportunity to slid in his tongue in to my mouth.Suddenly he pulled away. I was confused. "Please don't tell anyone this happened." Ash said. I was confused and hurt. Why? Why would he make out with me and then be ashamed of it. My eyes filled up with tears. I quickly got up and tried to open the closet door. It was locked. What a surprise. My hands started to shake and my berths were not even. Ash looked at me with confusion in his eyes. Im having an panic attack in fort of the person who kissed me but is a pussy. Ash took my hands and hugged me.
This is it,this is the feeling I've been searching my entire life for as long as i can remember because suddenly the world went quite and i felt safe in ashs arms. Panic attack stayed and i found a way to live so... Will it eventually kill me? Maybe? Maybe not i don't know.

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AHHHHH THE LAST PART IS MY FAV 💞🫶