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Part 4

J : Anika...sun Meri baat I don't want you to go through something...which I have gone for years...and felt guilty that...I shouldn't have aborted earlier...bohot logon ke Saath hota hai

A : but mom...what about me...that I am not...readyyyyy

She screamed and Went Crying back to her Room

J : Anika..

Jhanvi was about To Go Behind

S : Mom..Mom

J : haa?

S : abhi maat jao....let her stay alone

J : lekin woh pareshan hai

S : lekin aapko pata haina she wants to stay alone when she is angry

J : Ya..but shivaay tum batao tumhe kya chahiye??

S : Evem I don't want it Mom

J : shivaay , no one wants that...her kid her daughter goes through the same thing what she went through

S : I...I know mom but..we are not ready for this

J : even we weren't ready..what happened with us?? Shivaay 6 years weren't easy...it was so hard

T : shivaay.. waiting period was just so emotional

S : I know dad but

J : phir jab chahiye hoga...toh? It's so difficult when you want and everything

S : mom..

P : shivaay jiske saath hua hota usse hi pata chalta hai

S : meh samajta hu mom..but what if that doesn't happens in our case

D : shivaay aesa sab logon ke saath hota hai isiliye toh mana kar rahe hai

S : aesa bhi ho sakta hai that we don't face this problem??

P : shivaay yeh galat hai...aur accha chalo aborts karva Diya lekin aage chal ke phir kuch waisa hua toh kya karoge tum dono?

S : but we are not ready mom

P : hum kabse yahi sun rahe hai shivaay

T : sochlo...still you guys have time

J : haa shivaay

Shivaay Nods and Went Up to Their Room and Knocks the Room

S : Ani..

A : kya hai?

She told with Lump in her Throat with Cries

S : open the door

A : No...let me stay alone for sometime...

S : Anika they were telling for our betterment ya?

A : aap... please mujhe akela chodoge? Thode der?

S : mujhse kyu naraz ho tum?

A : nahi hu..meh Nara just...let me be alone

S : don't cry...stop crying

A : mujhse nahi chahiye shiv...meh usse sambhalne..ke liye ready nahi hu...I am not ready to let a third person..in our family...I am not ready to share you.. with someone else...meh kaise...samjau no one is ready to... understand me...my inner self...meh..kya feel karti hu...mujhe kyu nahi chahiye?? To bring a life is not...easy shiv what I say yes I want to have baby ..and ..then I feel I won't be able to handle...Mera gussa uspeh nikal jayega toh?? Woh...ek nanhi sii..Jaan hai shiv what aage chal...ke I feel...ki mujhe kuch feel nahi uske liye?? Then?