Forever seems so far

Chapter 1

Forever is far , forever isn't a place or word it's a feeling. A sense of belonging, of want, of need. Oh forever is a dream that all wish for but forever can not be promised the stars have seen it so, the stars hold knowledge, secrets and wisdom. The stars hold your untold thought and feelings, the stars guide your heart, mind and soul. The stars themselves should be worshiped because even though over looked there comes a time in everyone's life we're they speak there untold feelings to the stars.

The fates themselves speak to them, they decide who is worthy and not, whispering so low that no one may hear but their there listening. Forever is what I was promised yet, forever was not what I was given. I wished and wished, I spoke to the stars and I gazed upon them with hope. My life was nothing but a Greek tragedy the gods themselves seemed to find amusement in my forever pain, the voices in my head and whispers in my ears seemed to enjoy the endless torcher, tarturas seemed almost silent. Because beyond the forest of green and brown that rest in my eyes there was pain and suffering a never ending wish for forever to come sooner and hope that Pandora will once again upon her box and realise hope into the world just like before when she unleashed so much more.

Death himself seemed to hold me on a pedestal, for any I seemed to love died as if I brought upon a plague to the land. My hatred for the gods themselves was beyond mighty but seemed to constantly battle my loyalty to them. To the man who brings forth the clouds and thunderstorms, to the women who blesses marriages, the man who conqueres wars as if they were nothing, the women who's wisdom and knowledge know no bounds , the man who controls the realm below and all the shadows, the women who's hunt is mighty and us monsters quwaking in her wake and many more. My respect and hate at constant war.

I just want him , my silence, my peace, my hope. The one who would listen when stars themselves couldn't but they ripped him from me. And for that I will set the world on fire , travel to the underworld and drag him from the prison.