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𝒫𝓇𝑜𝓃𝑜𝓊𝓃 : 𝒽𝒾𝓂

'Show me what it means'
'And how it supposed to feel'
'You got all I need'
'Can we make love"
"Like it's our first time"
- TEEKS

"Sorry, I'm here for an appointment" You said, handed a white paper to the registers, as you waited you became deep in thoughts, things goes, and time fly as it normally was, 'will you ever find someone to stop the time, the one that makes to brave to stand up against my own fear, but there is no one, ridiculously' you thoughts sitting on the blue-ish chair waiting for your queue. "Your turn now ma'am" the same nurse calling your name, making you joint up from the chair. "Thank you" you said before knocking on the door and receiving an "come in" from your doctor.

"Oh, you're" your doctor said. "Take a seat" he said pointing at the empty chair in front of him. "Thank you" you said taking a seat that he suggested. "How was your conditions?" He asked the same question you heard all life. "Better" you answered nodding. "Have you tried those challenge I gave as a homework?" He asked writing something on the board. "Yes I did" you answered hands intertwine with your other hands, nervously. "And how was it?" He asked, finally looking at you with his sweet eyes. "I didn't feel cringe anymore, it's beautiful but if that happened with me, it'll be totally different" you explained, eyes focus on your legs. "You mean 'love scenes'?" He clarify and you nodded. "How different?" He asked further,
putting his pen down. "Umm....it just...I felt it was all lied" you answered biting your own lips, and he hummed understand all of your conditions. "Okay, I understand, so about your 'Philophobia' conditions, you kinda opened up more, but the problem is your wall are still high" he said reading your conditions on his paper, tilting his head like he trying to solve the math problem. "There is only one solution left" he said and you finally met his eyes.

"Go on a date with me" he said and your eyes widen. "What?" You reacted, mouth hanging low. "I says 'go on a date with me'" he repeated. "I can't..." you answered, cannot looking at him in the eyes. "I didn't asked in the term of doctor, y/n" he said placed his clipboard down the table. "I just can't.." you mumbled, feeling like shit and feeling like crying, you wanna love someone so bad, but you can't give them all or even being brave enough to falling in love. "Look at me" he said, slowly touching your hands by his hands. "It's alright" he said softly, 'his warm hands making you breaking down even more, shit' why it felt like you're pull by those strings again, a tears dropped and you can't hold back. "Let it all out" he said whispering leaving your hands and walked over his desk to rubbed your back with his body on your right-handed side. "Shit I just want to be normal" you cried, tears between your hands, head hanging low, can't looking at him in the eyes.

He shook his head "No, Everything is normal" he said rubbing your back up and down with a hummed of your favorite song. But all you can do is shook your head as a 'no' "how can this is normal?" You asked, finally looking at him in the eyes. He smiled. One smiled. Why it feel so relieve? Like a chain in your heart is loosen, can you actually love him by whole heart? Or it's gonna be a lied once again, but you ain't hesitate. "Don't hesitate, you're perfect"

"And I want to have only you"
He smiled.

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