love kills

part 48 he's gone

Chase:this is chase I'm sorry about the phone call I am just scared to loose cecliley because she's my everything my breath my heart I don't think I could live with out her in my life
Rashad: that's sweet and you should tell her how you really feel
Chase:well I guess I should shouldn't I that's what IMA do right Now
Chase walked up stairs and seen cecliley in  the bed in her bra and panties reading a book biting her lip looking sexy
Chase: cecliley
Cecliley:............
Chase:cecliley Renee' heart look at me this is important really important
Cecliley looked at him because he only call her whole name when he was serious or mad and this was his serious moments
Chase:listen I love you with all my heart I don't want to loose you that's why I told him don't call anymore because I don't want him to take you away from me with out you I'm nothing you are my everything my breath my heart I would die of sadness if you leave me I wouldnt be able to make it in life with out you And that's because I love you and I mean that I really and truly love you
Cecliley got up and hugged him tight and they both started crying
Cecliley: where did everybody go she said whipeing her tears away
Chase: home the only person here is me you and our son
Cecliley: is he sleep
Brandon started crying
Chase:that answers your question
Cecliley went down stairs and got Brandon put him in his high chair put some cereal on his tray and put on a big shirt and tried to walk down stairs but chase stopped her
Chase:gimmie a kiss
Cecliley: you don't deserve one
Chase:that's a lie
Cecliley kissed him he kissed her back he licked her bottom lip to ask for access to tongue kiss they tongued kissed and then cecliley started biting his bottom lip then Brandon started crying
Cecliley: gotta go check on Brandon I think he is out of cereal
Chase: we can finish this later
Cecliley walked down stairs and all his cereal was all over the floor
Cecliley: so you not hungry I see that now
Cecliley gave him some jucie in his cup and he threw the cup down well some one is a little grumpy
Cecliley notice that he had a runny nose
Cecliley checked his tempture he was 103 cecliley gave him his medication and waited 12 mins that's how long it took to work but by that time his tempture was 107
Cecliley: chase get Brandon baby bag ready
Chase:for??
Cecliley: he has a really night fever and the medicine didn't work
Cecliley and chase got ready and went to the hospital they was sent to a room right away
Doctor: umm the baby tempture is now 120 Brandon had a disease where his body  tempture rises some times we can control it but some times his body gets to hot were all his body systems shut down and he will pass away
Cecliley started crying
The heart monitor stopped and went flat the doctors rushed in to the room
45 minutes later
the doctor walk back in the waiting room
Doctor: were sorry but Brandon is gone
Cecliley: my baby is gone what my baby is gone this can't be real my baby is still here I know my baby is not gone
Chase:baby are you OK
Cecliley: I'm fine
Chase:you sure
Cecliley: I SAID IM FINE
Cecliley walked out the hospital and laid on the sidewalk staring at the sun
Doctor: she will be very depressed you have to stay strong for her here are some pills for the depression and do you want the baby for the funeral
Chase: no that's two depressing just send brandon to be barried and we will be there
Chase walked out side to see cecliley on the sidewalk crying and stareing at the sun
Cecliley thoughts
Its my fualt if I haven't been having a make out session with chase I could have gotten him to the hospital faster why god why did you have to take my baby why not me out of of all people you took my baby
Chase broke her throughs
Chase:you have to get up
Cecliley: why I would rather sit here and die
Chase:I need you to stay here with me I'm always be here with you just don't try nothing stupid
cecliley: I make no promises
Cecliley got in the car they drove home cecliley went straight into the room and cried