Body Swap owl house

Chapter 6

TW: self harm and mention of blood

No POV:
As the girls enter luzs mind, they look around and say books and around those books were shredded pieces of papers that they guessed are the memories.
They walked around for a bit trying to look for the inner luz, but with no luck. After a while willow asked,
" we'll we tried looking so how can we fix here?"
" we have to go in the memories and find what's missing, so let's try to do the ones we know and the ones we don't know we'll do together ok" amity replied trying hurry the process and get her crush back.

Amity POV:
We were walking up to the first one and saw one of the Azura book club, but this one was different. I blushed a little and told willow that I will do this one alone. As I enter the memory I looked around to see if anything was missing, i looked and looked till I saw that luz scroll thingy was missing and the book we were reading was also missing.
As I put the things together willow walked. I was going to push her out but the memory activated and she saw.
(Memory)
" hey do you like to dance?" Luz asked out of the blue as she was scrolling through her phone.
" a little bit I'm not good at it" amity replied putting her book down turning her attention to her girlfriend, " why do you ask"
" well the reason is," luz said as she was getting up from her chair playing the song ( start the music) " I would like to have this dance with you
Amity blushed at the certain question but didn't refuse. She got up and started to move along with luz as she had no idea how to dance. Letting the music take over ,
Luz started singing
"I feel so unsure As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor" luz sang as she was moving amity and herself to the music.
Just then, willow looked over to amity smirking and said " I never knew you liked to dance.
"I don't" amity replied as she turn her face away hiding her blush 'at-least not anymore'
As they were dancing luz hums the music into amity's ear and she blushes but enjoys the music. Never admitting it of course. She loved how luz looked so calm as they dance. She later rested her head onto luz's chest and enjoyed the music. Luz just held amity closer still humming the music and wanting to stay like that forever, just then her favorite part started and she started singing again catching amity of guard as she became mesmerized by luz's singing
"Tonight the music seems so loud I wish that we could lose this crowd Maybe it's better this way We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say We could have been so good together We could have lived this dance forever But now, who's gonna dance with me? Please stay." Amity has heard luz sing before this but she couldn't help but feel hopelessly in love with her sweet voice.
When the song ended luz and amity held each other a little longer. They soon looked up to each other's eyes and share a long but sweet kiss.
Amity couldn't help and stare but was a little sad inside. ' what happen to us' she thought to herself as she missed what they had when they were younger.
" hey I hate to interrupt you deep thinking, but we still have more memories to fix," Willow said, knowing how hurt she was seeing the memory.
" oh yeah let's go."

No POV:
They were almost finish and just needed three more. They walked up to one of luz fighting with amity at the witch convention. Amity cringed at the thought of her old self, but managed to finish it. Two more to go. One was of the when luz was trying to escape from willow for killing one of her plants. They just laughed and talked as the were finish up the memory. One more to go. As they walked up to it, it was one of luz two years ago, but was huddled up one the floor.

Amity POV:
As we entered luz's last memory, I couldn't help but feel like something was off. This wasn't the cheerful luz they knew. It looked like this was a year or two ago and she looked like she has been crying for hours. Even after we fixed it we were horrified when we saw what was the reason for her to look like that.
(Memory)
" I hate it here" luz yells as she was laying on the floor crying her eyes out. " my mama doesn't like me, my daddy left me, I have no friends, they are probably friend with me out of pity, and amity, one of the people I love left me. Maybe I'm meant to be alone. what am I still doing here in this pathetic world."
Willow and amity were horrified by what she was saying. All amity wanted to do was go up to her and hug her but both her and willow were frozen in place. The looked at her hand and saw she was holding a knife.
Luz went up to the mirror and looked at herself with hatred in her eyes. She looked down to the knife and slowly lifted it up to her arm cutting a large and deep cut. She looked at it and had a smile. Not a normal luz smile, but a empty, cold, emotionless smile. She made a cut again, and again, and again, blood oozing out of her arm till you couldn't see her arm anymore but dark red blood. only stoping to switch hands and doing it to the other hand. After she looked herself in the mirror, smiled again. And brought the knife up to her neck. As it grew closer and closer, she stopped when she heard a knock on the door. It was eda
" hey luz you hungry, king and I just finish making your favorite."
Luz stopped, lowered the knife and placed it in her cabinet
" yeah I'll be down in a second."
Luz went to clean herself and place bandages on her arm. As she went to the door, she plastered a face smile, and left.

No POV:
As the girls were crying, amity lifted her arms and started to cry harder. Her arms were covered in scars something she has never notice.
"Must be hard having a shitty life right, one where no one cares about you"
Both willow and amity turned around hearing another voice. They looked up and we're horrified
"L-luz, is that you"