Chapter 8

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People say it's better to have loved and loss then never to have love at all. After what amity had done to luz, luz thought that saying was full of shit. ( reference anyone🙃)
TW: cursing, hitting, blood, over all angst
No POV:
As the inner luz made her way to a specific memory, willow tried to escape the plant grasp, even yelling to amity for help, but she was too busy in her own mine. How could she have done this to luz, why didn't she just tell here the truth, WHY DID SHE HAVE TO BE SO WEAK TO SPEAK UP. Amity felt tears falling at this point, yet didn't try to hid them. When she finally came to her senses as they suddenly stopped and she fell to the ground.
"Amity tell me... what did you do"
"I-" she was soon cut off by luz speaking up,
" why ask if you can see the show"
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"Hi amity" luz said as she went towards her girlfriend going in for a kiss but was stopped by amity putting her hand up.
"I think we need to break up I'm sorry"
"What, why"
"I just fell out of love I'm sorry"
" what, amity please, tell me what I did wrong, please"
" it's not you.......... I just don't feel the same as I use to,"
"WHAT, but we were ok a week ago what happened now"
"......"
" was it your parents?"
"......."
"Amity answer me"
"....."
"Amity wh-"
" JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE OK! YOUR SO ANNOYING"
"SO IT WAS YOUR PARENTS! AMITY YOU DONT HAVE TO LISTEN TO THEM"
"ITS NOT THEM! ITS YOU OK! EVERYTHING WAS BETTER BEFORE YOU CAME THROUGH THAT DOOR! I HAD A BETTER LIFE, BUT YOU HAD TO COME AND RUIN IT!"
"WELL IM SORRY THAT I HELPED YOU GET OUT OF THAT SHITTY LIFE, I DIDNT KNOW YOU LIKED TO BE A PUPPET FOR YOUR PARENTS!"
"YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME!"
"WELL THEN IM SORRY I WANTED TO GIVE YOU THE LOVE YOUR PARENTS NEVER GAVE YOU!"
..... silence was followed by what luz said. Amity felt hurt and anger, in a blind rage, she lifted her hand hitting it across luzs face. More silence was followed. Amity realizing what she did she was at a lost for words.
"L-luz I-"
"get out"
"What"
"i said GET OUT! GET THE FUCK OUT, I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN"
Amity didn't even protest, she just got up and left, leaving luz alone, in her thoughts, wondering what she did to deserve this.
"........it's all my fault, I should have never come here, things would have been better if I never even existed" luz silently whisper to herself as tears start to fall, then began to pour down her face.
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Willow stayed silent, Amity stayed silent, even inner luz stayed silent, waiting for a response even a reaction. Amity then spoke up,
" I know you both hate me at this moment, but I do have a explanation for this."
"Oh now you do" replied inner luz as she flouted towards amity.
" I alway had I was just too much of a coward to say anything"
Willow spoke up " no wonder luz left again after she came back, she couldn't bare to see you again"
"Yes that is true, truly weak on her part, but now so she wouldn't feel pain anymore" inner luz said as willow and amity looked up seeing inner luz holding a dagger, " she won't feel pain if she is dead right" she plunged the knife down towards her stomach but was stopped. As she opened her eyes she say blood, but not hers, amity's. Amity placed her arm in front of the knife causing it to pierce through her arm. Willow then acted by tying luz with plants as amity moved away.
" listen, I know what I did was wrong, and I will give in explanation. Me and willow already finish with the memories so when we leave I will tell luz everything. Just please" amity looked at inner luz crying, let her live.
Inner luz thought for a second, but at last let them go.
As they were walking towards the bell amity turned to willow, without saying anything, willow smacked amity across her face.
" I deserve it" amity said, surprising willow as she didn't even try to defend herself.
" I can see that you guys still truly love each other, we all can, but hurting her is the worst thing you've done to her. I hope she has a heart to forgive you, but the trust I had for you has nearly disappeared. I won't tell the others, but I hope she will hear you out."
Amity listen and nodded, she knew her and willow weren't on the best terms at first. Not anymore now.
As amity rang the bell, they were transported back to the library. As amity opened her eyes she was met with Ed, em, Gus, and Boscha asking if they did finish the job. Just as they were going to answer, luz woke up. As she did, the friends ran towards her asking what happened and if she was ok as amity stayed behind. Luz didn't answer she just got up and walked over to amity. Amity was going to say something but luz passed out in front of her. As amity ran towards her, she began to pass out as well, but with all her might she tried to walk to luz. But began to stumble and fell to the ground. But even with that, she craws to luz She needed to know if she was ok, she wanted to make sure if needed help, even if she is the last person luz needed help from. But even as she tried, her body was giving in on her. She tried and tried. But as she finally reached her, her last words before passing out were
"Luz.... I'm so so sorry for what I did, I......"
































Love you......"

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