It starts with the stars

Chapter 1

Hi. My name is Caleb. I'm 17. (Caleb looks like the boy in the picture) I'm gay. Been that way for a while. High school sucks, I get teased a lot for the way I look an cause I failed a grade once, damn you algebra!! But I have been getting teased an beat up for as long as I can remember. I have depression,and anxiety, I cut, I don't do drugs yet, I love alcohol. I love the stars an the moon. So yea an I am what they call "A queer emo faggot" but I don't use the word "faggot" because if u know Andy biersacks story you understand. Don't u just love that hunk of rock an roll, god worthy mess we call Andy, I know I do. At the moment I am single. I'm not the only one like myself at school. I have three best friends :Matthew who we call Matt is 19 he has black side swept hair,brown eyes , piercings include eyebrow, snake bites, and on a bet he lost, his nipples haha : Brianna his girlfriend who we call bri, she is 18, at the moment she has mint green hair with black in her fringe bangs, she has natural purple eyes but they change colors a lot, piercings include, septum,snake bites,tongue,bellybutton,and a lot of cartilage piercings : Mekayla who we call Kayla sometimes, she has brown eyes, big scene/emo hair that is dark brown she loves to dye it with kool aid and it's looks so good on her she's my bestie, she doesn't have any piercings yet cause her mom said none till she's 18, btw she's 15. we are all in the same grade haha cause we failed haha. We all like the same music an we thought it was just be the four of us forever until one day at school we got a new boy.

{Saturday evening}
Mekayla calls me an ask me did I want to come over an hang for a while. I was bored an had nothing else to do so I went. When I got there I knocked on the door an she told me that no one was home.
~Mekayla~ "so what do you want to do? I was bored so I invited you lawl."(mekayla says LAWL all the time it means lol it's how u would say it if it was a word)
=Caleb= "idk lets get into something we shouldn't?"
~Mekayla~ "ok let me think. Will you pierce my septum for me? you know I always wanted to do it but I can't so will you do it for me?"
=Caleb= "sure let me get all the things and clean everything. |so I got everything ready and she is now sitting in the chair| Are you ready?"
~Mekayla~ "you promise I won't feel it. (I had numbed my nose with ice for an hour an could not feel my nose when I pinched it) ok just do it Caleb."
=Caleb= |so I put the needle where it needed to be in her nose an pushed it through and all that happened was she flinched and she said " IT POPED! I FELT IT GODDAMN POP LAWL!" and I was like yea that tends to happen haha. I slid the ring through no problem an just like that she had her septum pierced.

Then later we ran to the store to get hair dye an kool aid an came back. Mekayla dyed my hair orangeish-yellowish ( the color that it is in the picture) and I dyed hers a dark color purple. We sat around an talking an danced an just did the randomist shit p
ever an had the most weird conversations the kinda things you do with a best friend. Then I went home that night.

{Sunday}
Me and Matt,bri,Kayla all went to the mall. One thing we loved doing together was going to the mall. We went to hot topic and get shirts,bracelets,and just all kinds of stuff. We went by classic cookie an got cookie cake and lemonade. It was fun. Then we went an played pranks on people. We went to makeup places, because Mekayla and bri are addicted to makeup. I did my eyebrows tho tehe.

{Later at home}
I was laying on my bed after I had gotten my shower, I was listening to "what if I died tomorrow" by About Last Night. I love this song so much.

"Every day I try to see the closeness that you promised me, fades away , it fades away.
Every night I try to dream of what you wanted me to be, in your life, in your life.
Every dawn light that wakes you up will remind you of my touch that you miss so much
What if I died tomorrow?
Would you miss me here?
What if I cried tomorrow?
Would you shed your tears?"
I turned it off an took my earbuds out an locked myself in the bathroom. I had had so much fun today but earlier when I was walking home I got beat up, called names and it just made me depressed. I took my hidden razor that was in the bathroom and cut my sides, I always felt fat. I hated to eat. Then I went to my arms I don't ever cut my left arm much because I can't do shit with my left hand. I did one time an I ended up in the hospital for it. I cut my left arm 14 times an then stoped. I went back into my room an took like 4 painkillers. Then got my vodka bottle and got in my comfy chair an put on a movie. I watched anime, fullmetal alchemist, it's my favorite. I was a bit out of it by time I finished watching like 5 episodes. I then later back down in my bed an started reading a new book I had gotten at books-a-million. It was called Sublime and so far I was loving this book, I got to chapter 10 then decided to go to bed.

So this chapter was sorta short most of mine are only about a 1000 words long each so yea I hope Ya like dis story so farrr bitchez so yea the song that he was talking about most people have never heard of it I personally love it WHAT IF I DIED TOMORROW BY ABOUT LAST NIGHT u most likely won't be able to find it but if u can listen to it Merp so I'll be writing the next chapter soon u get to meet the new boy next ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
MENTAL
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