It starts with the stars

Chapter 2

I woke up to an alarm ringing in my ears, I hit it until it went off. I did not want to get up at all, but I did, ugh. I got up an got my shower, as I stood under the hot water I felt it run over my cuts /it burned/. I stayed in there about 5 minutes then got out an wrapped a towel around me. I went into my room and got my clothes for the day. A falling in reverse t-shirt with a long sleeve under it, gray skinny jeans, turquoise vans( I love them so much), put in all my piercings, then all my bracelets, and filled in my eyebrows haha. Then I went to the bathroom blow-dried my hair, straightened it, teased it, HAIRSPRAY,then I was done. I went to get my book bag slipped in my book, painkillers,blade, and anything else I needed for school. I went outside an smoked, then got on the bus.
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{At lunch}
I had gotten my food an took it to the table in he very back where me and all the peoples sat(Matt,bri,Kayla). Then I noticed I forgot my fork and spoon.
/damnit/ So I went back to get them an as I was coming back I bumped into a cute new emo boy.
=Caleb=
"Sorry I wasn't watching where I was going, lost in thought I guess."
••????••
"It's okay I wasn't watching where I was going"
=Caleb=
"My names Caleb, are you new here?"
••????••
"My names Alex, and yea just started. Btw Calebs a nice name."
=Caleb=
"Thanks, so is Alex. Hey would you like to come sit with me an my friends? Don't worry they are like us so u guys should get along well."
••Alex••
"Thanks and sure."

So we went an sat down, I introduced him to everybody, we told a bit about ourselves. (Alex looks like the boy in the picture) We found out that he is 15, we all mostly had the same classes.

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{After school}
I was walking outside to the park that was right by our school and in the way there I was passing the football field hoping that I would not see Jake an his jocks and Missy his girlfriend and her prep bitches. What I saw was Alex getting teased by them. I went up to them and told them to stop but they dint listen to me of corse. Jake had one of his jocks grab me and jake was about to punch Alex but I got out of the jocks grasp an took the punch for Alex. Then I punched Jake right back. After they left, after calling us names an shit I turned to Alex.
=Caleb=
"Are you okay?"
••Alex••
"Yea I'm fine, why did u do that?"
=Caleb=
"Because I wasn't going to let you get beat up and especially on your first day. Hey why don't you come with me to meet up with the guys?( witch when i say guys I mean Matt,bri, an Kayla)
••Alex••
"Sure lets go, an thanks for that."

We went to the park an met up with the guys. We talked for a while an we were all best friends now but I wanted to be so much more with Alex. He was so cute.
>>Matt<<
"Why don't we all go hang out at my house for the rest of the day?"( Matt an bri live together)

We all said sure an went to their house. When we got there we all sat on the couch watching ridiculousness for a while an then we got pizza, an decided to watch big hero six. /turns out we all love this movie, we let Alex pic the movie/ Bri an Matt were cuddling, Mekayla was cuddling her alpaca( she efffffing loves alpacas!!!), and Alex an I were sitting leg to leg. I after a while in one of the sader scenes I let my hand slip down by me and to surprise he put his hand on mine! In my head I was freaking the fuck out! So then after a while we were hugging because at the end we both cried. Then Mekaylas mom called so she went home.( we all live a walking distance from each other, and Alex's house was on the other side of the street from mine just one over!) At 10:30 Alex said he should get going an I asked him could I walk him home he said of corse really excitedly and then said that was not supposed to come out like that. I wanted him to come to my house real quick.
=Caleb=
"Will you come by my house with me to get something real quick?"
••Alex••
"Sure."

So we went by my house, I introduced him to my parents, mom kept winking at me. ( they know I am gay, they approve but my father does not like it and he told me never ever to have sex under his roof haha) I took him up to my room and I told him that I wanted to loan him a book. We had talked about doing this earlier. So I get him one it was called "confessions of a wild child". ( I love that book)

I walked him back home and he told me that he would talk to me soon, we exchanged phone numbers (yesssss!!) and I got his kik.

When I got home he had already texted me. I went an got my clothes that I would be sleeping in, basically all I had on was my underwear and sweat pants. We texted each other until 3 in the morning then he said bye cause he needed a little sleep for school. I hardly ever go to sleep before 4.

My family seems perfect, my mom is the best she understands how it is to be me because my mom had always been this punk rock chick. My dad on the other hand sorta secretly hates me but still loves me. He is okay with me being gay he told me he wasn't going to stop me but he still dint like it. He actually beats me but I've never told anyone. Well I've guess I've told u all there is to know about me. I'm acutely tired. I dreamed about Alex that night a lot. I think I love him, but I've only known him a day.

••Alex••
I did not actually go to sleep when I said good bye to Caleb he's pretty cute an I told him I was bisexual an I know he's gay but I'm going to try an take it slow, I don't think I am really ready for a relationship yet. Not after what happened in the last one I had. My boyfriend was drunk an he was driving and be killed my mom an his self, they drove off a bridge.

My story is that my mom died when I was 14 not very long ago. When that happened my dad started drinking,beating me an just being plain damn crazy. I started cutting I cut on my thighs so people won't see, doing meth and other stuff but i don't do it all the time. I got really depressed. And so yea that's basically me. I moved here because at my old school people were threatening to kill me. And btw the way I freaking love he stars!! I might have a best friend for life now tho. And so far I am loving this damn book he let me borrow!
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MERP I hope you guys are likening this story so far an I promise it will get better fast cause I hate waiting. So bitchez ill write more when I have time
Song on the side
Escape the Fate
Zombie dance

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