Chapter 1

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COLD

It's that i want to die
It's quite to opposite 
But is i said that, it would just be a lie 
The day my world stopped
So did i.

I took my last breath
I took my my last steps.

As i lay there cold,
I lay there lifeless
The night i got told that i wasn't good enough 
The night that i turned into a mess.

With that one thought in my head 
The bottle of pills beside my bed
I was sad and thought that no one would care 
The last thing that i remember 
The one that happened last summer.

But now none of that mattered 
As i poured the pills into my hand
As i grab the glass of water 
I look at the picture on my night stand.

I seemed so happy 
I was but that didn't stop me 
I took my last breath 
I took one last look around my room
Then before I knew it
I felt the pills slide down
One by one

So as I lay there cold
I lay there still
In a dress that my mother had found

My dad stands there with a flask in hand
My mother with a bundle of Roses
In the corner of the room my favorite music plays
As I lay here with a  bunch of posers 

My best friend stands there
With tears in her eyes
She can't bare to look at me 
She stands there before all of them.

The only one that really loved me 
I will see him soon
We will go have coffee 
I will give him the biggest hug

I won't be cold 
I won't be sad
I won't do this again
I won't be in anymore pain

Because I am laying there cold.

                                                            - elizabethlove2021 




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