chapter 3

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Buried Alive

Feeling as if I'm buried in the depths of hell,
My mood was great and then it fell.
Up and down it's like a roller coster rider,
Sometimes I think that it would be easier if I died.
The content aching within my soul,
Sinking deeper and deeper into a black hole,
Looking for away to make my escape, 
Only for darkness to surround in an invisable cape.
Just because you can't phyically see,
The pain that's always lurking inside of me
It doesn't make it less real.
Try one day in my shoes and see how you feel.
Although I take each day as they come,
It's taken a toll and all i feel is numb.
I wish there was something that I could do to stop this.
To be able to find inner pease would be bliss.
Maybe I won't ever reach that place,
Of being able to jet go and just embrace.
These are my thoughts whilst taking a dive.
That maybe there is no way out and I am buried alive.

                                - Kathryn Pepper

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