I'm torn

I'm back!

{cassie}
I'm still sitting at the table as I watch Maddy walk to the front door. "Jazzy..?" is all I hear before I hear shouting and Maddy screaming. What the hell? I run up to see my best friend in the whole wide world. Jazleen. I see them both hugging with tears in their eyes before I and Jazzy make eye contact. "AHH" is all that comes out of my mouth before I join the hug. "Your back! I've missed you tons!" until Maddy stops the hug and slaps Jaz across the face. "Where were you?!" Jazzy smiled and said. "Vacation! And that hurt! I guess I'll just stroll over here to the nice one...?" and she quickly hugged me tight which made me giggle and I looked up at Maddy to see her looking at the floor, looking sad usually I would go over and hug her but I liked the attention. She stopped hugging me and grabbed our hands leading us upstairs to my room. She remembered. We sat on the bed and just looked around my room. " I missed your room!" she said throwing her head back landing on Maddy. Who cuddled up next to her. Jazzy led me over to them as we cuddled up together.

{Jazleen}
" I missed you guys!" I said. "I missed you too!" they said in sync which made us giggle. "Cassie is it ok if I stay over for a few days?" she nodded her head quickly. I laid my head on Cassie's shoulder and played with Maddy's hair. Before we drifted off to sleep.

{rue}
The best thing about Jazleen coming back is that Maddy would finally know what to do. She knew Jazleen would give her the best advice and not lie about it. That's what Maddy liked about her. Jazleen has been staying over at Lexi and Cassie's house for a while now. Jazleen wants to hear what's been happening while she was gone. But the only thing that Cassie and Maddy want was her attention. They always used to be like this. Jazleen never noticed she was quite dumb.

{Maddy}
I can't stop looking at her! She's beautiful and perfect. Honestly, I would choose her over anyone, even Nate. He's a horrible, abusive person. He can suck my dick. The only thing I wanted was her. The brown-haired girl with hazel eyes. I wanted all of her. No matter what it takes. I know Cassie likes her too but that doesn't matter for some odd reason, me and Cassie never went head to head before over a girl or anyone. We were perfect. But ever since Jazzy came back Cassie seems to be way more annoying than ever, it's like she wants me to hate her. But I could never hate her she's my best friend whether I like it or not. I watched as Jaz ran up to me. I smiled at her and we hugged. She's the best hugger ever! I was living in the moment before I heard the devil speak. "Whos this?" Nate said irritating me. "Why do you care?" Nate glared at me before looking at Jazzy who smiled awkwardly. "Remember yesterday when I was talking about my crazy ex-boyfriend?" I said glaring back at Nate. "Oh!" she said glaring at Nate to. "Were just gonna leave. Go abuse- I mean bother someone else." Jazzy said as she grabbed my hand leading me away. I giggled at what she said. She turned to face me with a mad expression on her face which made me stiffen up. "Maddy." I nodded my head. "You can never get back with him like everrrrr! Ok?" I didn't say anything so she hugged me. "Ok" I said hugging her back.

{rue}
Jazleen and Cassie...had a weird friendship because they both sorta liked each other before Jazleen left for vacation, which messed everything up. But they were still close. Jazleen and Cassie would always flirt and stuff but it didn't go anywhere but im sure if one of them asked to be together they would say yes. Cassie's feelings never went away, and Jazleen I have no clue.

{cassie}
"Hey Jazzy!" I say as I watch Jaz sit on my bed. I wanted to ask Jaz an important question that could ruin everything between us, but I wanted to. So every guy I've been with always said I was a weird kisser which was true? But I wanted to ask Jazleen if she could find out for me! By asking her to kiss me or even make out with me. I don't care! But that's not the only reason I want her to kiss me of course! I still like her but I don't know how to tell her, she already knows about me and Mckay, but she doesn't know I still love her differently. Ok suck it up and ask! It's not gonna be the end of your life! "Jazzy? Can I ask you for a favor?" she looked up at me and nodded. "Sure! What's the favor?" I then began to tell her about all the guys you said im a weird kisser. She listened and from every time to time she would nod her head or hum "mhm" I could tell she was suspicious about why I was telling her this. Maybe she thought I was just venting or something. "So I was gonna ask if you could kiss me..?!" I blurted out. "Oh! Um, what about Mckay?" she asked. I didn't really think about that. "Im sure he'll be fine with it were friends after all!" she nodded slowly. "Ok" what? She really said "ok?!" What the hell?! "So..?" I said being cut off by Jazleens lips. I thought it would be a quick kiss but it wasn't it was slow and soft. It made me melt! I felt her pull me closer, which made me right against her body. I then felt her lips unconnected from mine which sucked. "You do this thing with your tongue when you kiss, it's not weird or anything," she said. "What thing?" I said back. "When you kiss you push your tongue in and with your tongue, you go up and down touching the roof of my mouth. It isn't weird I enjoyed it!" she said which made me blush really hard.