I'm torn

Is this fucking play about us?!

HEY GUYSSSS. SO JUST SO YOU KNOW, JAZLEENS NAME IN THE PLAY IS "CHARLIE" SO YEAH.

{Jazleen}
"Maddy?" I asked sitting down next to her. "I don't wanna go to school." She said pouting. "Why?" I asked. "Because I don't want to see that blonde bimbo!" She said. I snorted. "First she's your soulmate second she's a cunt and third she's a bimbo?" I ask laughing. "A blonde bimbo," she says laughing back. I shake my head grabbing her hand. "Lexis play is today!" Maddy looks up. "Oh shit, I forgot! Let's go"
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I'm in the middle between Kat and Maddy. I look around to see familiar faces. I turn around to look behind me and I see someone, a face I missed. You're probably wondering why I miss her. What Cassie did was unforgivable but I still love her to death. Fuck! We made eye contact. She quickly looked away but I can still see her blush. I turn around but felt eyes on me.

{cassie}
I didn't know Jazleen was coming. So seeing her face looking at me caught me off guard, I think I looked away too fast. But something got me mad, the fact that she was sitting next to Maddy and not me! She took Maddy's side. That's just wonderful.

{Maddy}
"You ok?" I asked Jazzy. She nodded looking in front. I turned my head noticing Nate and Cassie. Cassie looks off? Oh, it's just her hair. I turn back around. I lay my head on Jazzy's shoulder. "I love you," she says "I love you more."
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{Lexi}
"When I first met Charlie I knew from the start that I loved her, she was kind and amazing! She was like the sister I never had." Ok that was shady. I look at Cassie to see her glaring at me. I looked at Jazleen to see her smiling she looked like she was about to cry. I smile at her and continue talking. "I think that she and my sister Hallie liked each other too," I say I move out of the way so they can see what happens next. It's Hallie and Charlie kiss on a bed, they stop kissing. "You don't kiss weird you just do this thing with your tongue," Charlie says smiling. "What thing?" Hallie asks. "You go up and down with your tongue when you kiss, it wasn't weird I enjoyed it!" Charlie says hugging Hallie. I go back to the screen. "They had a love for each other. But what confused me, even more, is that I noticed Marta and Charlie becoming close. They have always been close but this was different! I also noticed!" I say sitting down on my fake bed. "That Marta and Hallie have been acting differently towards each other. So I put two and two together which added up...Hallie and Marta both liking Charlie! That's why they're acting like they hate each other!"  I look around to see the audience interested in what I was talking about. I looked at Cassie, Maddy, and Jazzy. Jaz was looking at the ground with confusion, Maddy was shocked I knew, and Cassie was mad that I put "them" kissing in my play since she's in a relationship. But I didn't care. "That made me dig in even more but I stopped when I found something out. Something about Hallie and Marta's ex-boyfriend..." I go backstage. I pray that no one after this play hates me. "You ok?" I hear Bobbie ask. I nod and get back up. I hear the stage moving around that must mean they're changing the stage. I walk back out. The set is when I and Jaz were at the park. I sit on one of the swings. "Hey, can I put you screaming at Hallie in my play?" I ask. She nods. "Fuck yeah!" she says laughing. "Thanks! I just would never have the confidence to say that ever!" I say "why?" Charlie asks. "I think it's because I've always been second best..?" I say looking at the ground. She smiles sadly. "And when you screamed at Hallie that made me realize I shouldn't have to keep everything in!" I say smiling. Charlie walks in front of me and hugs me. "I love you!" she says. "I love you more." the lights turn off and I hear people clapping and I hear "awe" coming from the crowd we quickly get up and walk backstage. The actress playing Jazleen hugs me. "Your not second best you're fucking amazing!" I smile. "Thank you. You did great out there! Go get ready for the next clip!" I say. She nods and runs away. I look out and see Cassie tearing up. I see Jazleen crying. I smile and look at Maddy who's is cuddling Jaz's arm. I smile even more before turning around getting ready for the cheerleaders. "When the three girls met in the ninth grade they became inseparable. I was unsure of Maddy because I never met anyone so sure of themselves like her." the girls start dancing and playing their parts well. I notice Cassie smiling a bit over the memories that she ruined. Just saying everything was fine before she fucked things up! I see the girls have their tongues out Marta is in front of Hallie and Charlie is backed up a bit in the middle. The girls walk backstage. The scene changes. It's back to my fake room. Marta is doing my makeup. " I was unsure of her until her parents kept fighting and she basically moved in with us" My fake mom walks in. "Goodnight girls!" I walk to bed and Marta goes on the couch. "Marta?" Hallie says. "Yeah?" Marta replies. "You can come sleep on my bed if you want?" Marta gets up and walks over to Hallie's bed. "My parents used to fight all the time so I understand," Hallie says. I hear Marta crying and I see Cassie get up from her seat, walking away.