I was with my on and off again ex boyfriend for about a year we were that toxic couple that just couldn't seem to let go of one another even though deep down I think we both knew we weren't right for one another. Despite everyone thinking I was the one that called it off he actually cut ties with me not only did that break my heart but it kinda fucked with my ego, I learned that you can still love somebody from afar. The night he called it quits I honestly just couldn't come to terms with it I didn't know what life was outside of the relationship I had with him, my world felt so so small, the only thing that made me feel better was crying I had to force myself not to stalk him on all social media platforms because if not I think id literally go mad. so many things I wish I had done differently but I truly believe everything happened the way the universe intended time went by and with each day passing I remember thinking about him and the memories we made a little less every day. There's a quote that I absolutely love "it broke my heart but it fixed my vision" and I don't think id be the same girl if it werent for all the heartache:)
