'Dates'

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Feb 1, 2022
8 months and countless more
With friends who I absolutely adore
Introverted, who I swore I knew before
Trade, Kneels, St. Vince Sia
I'm so happy you guys are here

May 21, 2022
7 years, damn, look how times has flew.
Suppressing and resting
Heavily investing, in words of no one
While drowning in rum
Oh how fun

June 15, 2022
9 years, of running and hiding
And always confiding
in the secrets that lie beneath the surface
coming from a young
and hurtful place

August 17, 2022
24 years of existing and pacing
And sulking in my depression
Going to expensive sessions
To many to count
But the tears I've cried is definitely a large amount.

Current date
I think my end is coming if I continue on my current rate
But I'm not ready to sedate
Neither I want to hug my emotions
but I constantly debate

If it's really too late.

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