A chances of mistake

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

I wasn't myself everyday. I'm in my school but my mind is elsewhere. Just like today.

"Miss Galvan!" I almost jumped out of my seat when my teacher shouted. "Kanina pa kita tinatawag, ano ba kung saan-saan lumilipad ang isip mo! Stop daydreaming while your in my class!" Sermon ni Miss Donna.

Tumango nalang ako. Wala naman na akong magagawa, kasalanan ko naman. But still I don't like her shouting at me.

Wala ako sa sarili pag nasa eskwelahan ako. When I get home I act like my usual self. Kahit bumabagabag pa rin sakin ang ginawa ni Papa.

I looked at my watch and it's still 5 pm. If I go home right now I'll be just in front of my mom lying to her. I'm so guilty that I can't even face my own mother.

"Please drive to a nearby clothing store. I still don't wanna go home." I said while getting inside the car.

Kailangan kung ialis ang mga bumabagabag sa isip ko. Ayaw kung iniisip ko siya palagi.

A minute later the car stopped in front of a clothing shop. I got out of the car as the guard followed me.

Agad naman din akong pumasok sa shop.
The shop is quite. Wala masyadong tao.

Just like before. I take the things that will catch my attention. Shopping just makes me feel better.   Shopping makes me forget things. It's like I'm getting away from all those thoughts.

Kuha lang ako ng kuha walang pakialam kung magkano na ang bill ko. Wala naman din akong pakialam kung ilang libo na Ang ma gagasta ko dito.

Money is not a problem for me. The problem was...Ohhh for Pete's sake! Shut your head up Clahara!

Kaya nang matapos at napagod ang paa ko nakalibot sa buong store ay agad na akong nag bayad. Kaya nang matapos at naka sunod lang ang guards sakin dala ang mga paper bag na mga pinamili ko.

Ako na ang na unang lumabas sa store,sasakyan na sana nang sasakyan. Not in my wildest dreams I would see Papa. That stopped me.

What a shock it was. He was walking out of the store holding a paper bag,smiling with a woman by his side. Not just any woman. His secretary.

I stood there. Heart breaking. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko. Hindi ako makagalaw. Na pako lang ako sa kinatatayuan ko. Naka hawak pa rin sa pinto ng sasakyan.

What makes me angry is his smiling. His happy. Like he wasn't before. That caught me on the ground.

I was still there watching them disappear in front of me. When he went into the car and the way he opened the door to that bitch was making me stop respecting him. The car wasn't familiar. It's not ours. He probably just bought it, or it's from his bitch but I doubt it.

"Ma'am?" I got back on my senses when my guards called me.

I clenched my jaw. I closed the door behind me harshly. I then ran. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta. I just ran in the opposite direction where my father went.

Tears were streaming down my face when I was running. I didn't mind it. All I know is I just wanted to leave. I can't face my mother feeling like this.

It trusted my father. I trusted his love and assurance to my mother but now this? How could he. He smiles and laughed with my mother and then the minute he turn around he fuck and be a slave to his bitch.