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jungwon pov,

i felt my throat get tight, i couldn't speak, i couldn't breathe. i tried to call out for sunoo but he was to far to hear me. "sunoo..sunoo.." i reached my hand out. he stopped and turned to me. he looked alarmed and ran back to me. "jungwon? are you alright what's going on?" he asked me. i shook my head no and he immediately called the paramedics. he got on phone while looking at me and holding my hand. i wanted to take back everything i just said, i didn't want him to let go of my hand. "sunoo..i still wanna be.." before i could finish the paramedics arrived and they took me away. we stared at each other. sunoo looked away from me and i closed my eyes.

author pov,

sunoo went to jungwon's so called friends immediately. "why are YOU here." sunghoon groaned. "i think jungwon had a panic attack." sunoo said choking out his words. "what? where is he!?" jay shouted. sunoo gave them the location. the three of them rushed there. "is he okay?" jay said  shaking the nurse. "what? who?" she pushed him off. "jungwon." jay said. "he's fine." she pointed to his room. they all ran inside and found jungwon looking at them irritated. "oh..you guys." he said licking his lips after. jay shoved sunghoon out the way and apologized. "no, i don't want YOUR apology." jungwon said, his eyes shifted to sunghoon. they all looked at sunghoon, who was looking at the floor. he mumbled something and jungwon sighed. "you really can't apologize? this is your fault." jungwon looked at him. "sorry." he said. sunoo went over to jungwon and smiled at him. they held hands again. sunghoon looked furious. "are you able to leave yet? was anything serious?" sunoo questioned. "i can leave now if i really wanted to." jungwon looked at him. "we have to talk." sunghoon broke apart the two's hands. they both looked at him. jungwon got up and dragged sunghoon out the room. "what do you want." jungwon crossed his arms. "i like you okay?" the older blurted out. jungwon's eyes widened.

jungwon pov,

i didn't know what to say. it's not like i didn't like sunghoon i just don't feel the same way. "sunghoon.." i said reaching out for his hand. he moved back from me. "don't try to baby me." he said bluntly. he looked like he was gonna cry. i never seen him like this. "just tell me that you don't like me back." he aded. i choked on my words not knowing what i should say. "sunghoon i- i don't really feel the same.." i said with guilt taking over me. sunghoon nodded and left. i went back in the room, i could feel the others looking at me. "what happened?" jay asked me. "he confessed." i said quietly. i turned to them and i saw two different reactions. sunoo looked a little nervous and jay was just looking at me. "what if he doesn't talk to me again?" i say. "he better." jay grunts. "if only he would've just admitted this earlier, he dated all those girls in fear of falling for you." he continued. "what?" i say stupidly. "now you met this sunoo and he's feeling regret and jealousy." he rolled his eyes. 

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jungwon couldn't believe what he was hearing. he never expected this because it seemed like sunghoon hated him more than anything else. he was almost always picking on him and bragging about things. it was a lot to take in. "can we leave now?" jungwon scratched his head. jay nodded and walked out. sunoo left too. jungwon left with his mind traveling. they went to jays home since they had no where else to go really. "jay, do you think he'll leave me?" jungwon said suddenly. "no way...no way.." he repeated almost trying to assure himself. jungwon swallowed hard.