remember me.

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jungwon pov,

i walked into the cafeteria and that's when it hit me, the worse sight i've ever seen. jay was crying and sunoo was comforting him. "where is sunghoon?" i went over to them. they didn't answer a sunoo pointed at jays phone. i read the messages and my heart sank. i ran as fast as i could to the roof top. "sunghoon?" i shouted. "oh hey jungwon." he smiled at me. "what are you doing? are you CRAZY?" i screamed. his smile went away. "you don't get it." he walked closer to me. we stared at each other. "no i don't." i said grabbing his arm. he looked at me and then his arm. i hugged him and started crying. "jungwon." he mumbled. i looked at him, teary eyed. "i love you." he said to me, for the first time. i let out a shaky breath, "i love you too." 

author pov,

jay and sunoo looked at the two boys entering the cafeteria together. "i knew he could do it." sunoo said to himself and smiled. "sorry jay." sunghoon said and sat down. "shut up and hug me." jay said grabbing onto sunghoon. jungwon smiled at the sight of his best friends hugging away. he seen sunoo was looking off into the distance. "sunoo? are you alright?" he asked. sunoo snapped out of his dream and looked at him. "ah yeah..i guess" he said quietly. jungwon went over to him and kissed his cheek. sunoo turned a bright red and turned his face. jungwon smiled and did it again. sunoo let out a squeal. 

it was now time for them to leave school. jungwon and sunoo had their fingers interlocked and they stared into each others eyes. "jungwon i.." the older pauses. jungwon looks at him confused. sunoo shook it off like it was nothing and they kept walking, jungwon wont forget that. "is this your house?" sunoo asked. "yeah." the other boy answered. they walked inside and sunoo looked around. "wow..." he said. jungwon looked at him confused again, it was an average house, why was he so surprised? "i've never been in a house this big before." sunoo said walking around. jungwon understood now and smiled. "well you can stay as long as you want." he said softly. sunoo smiled and put his bag down. "where is your room?" sunoo looked at the younger. he pointed upstairs and they went up together. jungwon watched sunoo and he felt what he wanted all along. he knows what love feels like now. "are you listening, jungwon?" sunoo waved in front of his face. "sorry!" jungwon looked at him. "it's okay!" sunoo smiled. jungwon held sunoo's hand again without saying anything. sunoo's ears turned red. "oh gosh jungwon!" he said. jungwon had the look of love in his eyes. 

"sunoo, please don't ever leave me."

jungwon sighed after his sudden sentence. "w-what?" sunoo looked at him. sunoo couldn't look him straight in the eyes. sunoo heard this before, but this time it hurt him deeply. "w-why would you say that?" he adds. "i just- i don't know." jungwon looks at him. sunoo starts hyperventilating. why did this feel so wrong? why did sunoo feel guilty? "jungwon i-" sunoo stopped himself again. "what is wrong with you? say it idiot!" sunoo thought to himself. "i won't." sunoo smiled. 

"what have i gotten myself into, jungwon."