I'm silent today, I'll be silent today.
It's a different thing that I'm screaming inside, I'm broken inside, but I'll smile today,
i want to measure the hate in amount. It's fun. It's going to be far, it will take alot, ik I've been silent for a while, i don't have the urge to utter,
i know they'll pull my scream off, and will sing me to death,
it's not a story, it's life, the life I've never wished for, atleast i smiled, smile of sorrow, but i smiled, my eyes, it shined, filled with tears, but it shined, i fought, with my own family but i fought,
It is forever, isn't it? The agony, inside me.
I'm walking, on a road, which led to woods, it has no end, to eternal, but it'll be there- the pain.
I'm numb, all my old medicines, they are not working anymore. I think they are expired.
I can hear everything but are they wispers or the scream of my soul?
I've lost- the desire to explain, even here, see noone's around, it was the back of the people i could see from afar.
They left, the closest, and no one new came, it's this way, it's gonna be this way.
