coming out (pls read)

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Take time to read this one. There's a couple things in it I personally think needs more light tho it's a long chapter.

"This is your room appa. Mine and jennies is right down the hall". He nodded and sat on bed. " I'm gonna go freshen up it's already evening". If you're looking for me I'll be at the balcony after".

With that i walked out not letting him respond. I'd be considered delusional if i said that it wasn't awkward. Being alone with appa after so long was something to adjust to. Especially after the way that we separated.

Then there's alot he's yet to know about me about me all over again. But shrugging my thoughts off I made my way to our room where Jennie was feeding jiwoo and layed beside them.

I could see her cheeks turn a bright shade of red due to the way her chest was exposed to me. "Don't act as tho this is the first time I've seen u like this love. It's been a week".

She blushed even deeper. "D-did u show him the room". She tried changing the topic. I sigh "Yeah I did he's there now". "Babe (what she calls u as being best friends for now) u should try to clear that up with him now".

"I know it happened so long ago. But don't let him remain with that wrong image about it in his mind. He's bound to listen now".

I thought for a while as Jennie put jiwoo down in her crib. "I don't know maybe I'll talk to him later and see". Jennie layed beside me as I snaked my arms around her waste and snuggled into her neck.

I could hear her heart beat. I loved making her flustered, "why so nervous? This isn't the first time we cuddled". I looked up at her who was avoiding my gaze. I chuckled.

"I'm gonna take a shower and go to the balcony for a while it's late evening it'll be nice outside". "Won't u eat tho"? "Maybe a little later mama, just make sure u eat and u feed jiwoo, hm".

Jennie nods and I go to the bathroom to shower and change. 

U put on a pair of sweat pants and a plain white t-shirt. Getting out of the bathroom I see Jennie sleeping without a cover.

I shake my head with a little smile and cover her placing a little kiss on her forehead. I checked on jiwoo seeing that she's alright I walk out closing the door softly.

I put my hands in my pockets a walk to the balcony. It's already 6:30 and the sun was down we basically spent all day since morning at the hall. I sat on the couch and closed my eyes inhaling deeply.

This is what I do after a day. Spend a little time outside on my own. They say the best form of self care is finding peace within yourself and not having to depend on anyone to bring peace to u.

I can safely say I've mastered that form of self care. Now the only thoughts on my mind was of the three people that meant the world to me. My dad and the two girl who I hoped one day I can call my wife and daughter.

As I was I'm my head I heard a familiar pair of heavy footsteps. Appa came Here, I didn't think he actually would but let's see what he wants.

I felt the spot beside me dip he sat beside me. "What are u doing out here"? He asked. "Just relaxing, its nice out here". He hummed.

Then jennies words flooded my mind once again. "He's bound to listen now". I stood up and went to the banister leaning my back on it as appa looked at me.

"Appa about what happened in school. What they said wasn't true". He raised a brow at me. "Meaning". He was getting cold just as I suspected he doesn't wanna hear about it but I still made up my mind to continue.

"That girl, I knew her since we were 10, she never liked me-". He cut me off. "That's why u did it". "Appa shut up and listen". He was baffled hearing me but remained silent".

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