⚫Simons POV⚫
I knew that dating was risky, but I never expected this. I mean, I have a pretty sick life as a youtuber, and I have my best mates right here with me. I'm no dog, but I've never really had a very long lasting relationship. And now that the sidemen are getting bigger, crazed fangirls are bound to come knocking, either wanting the money or to smell my socks or some shit.
"Simon will you get your fucking waffles?!" Shit, I've been sitting on my bed thinking about this girl for almost half an hour. I try not to read too much into it as I walk down the stairs to see a testy Asian with a makeshift chef hat. "Vik you look like an idiot" I say with a chuckle.
"Is that anyway to talk to the guy who made you breakfast 30 minutes ago, and warmed it up again when you sat on your ass?" I tower over him and give him a big bear hug "Thhaaannkkk yooouuuu Viikkk" "Get the fuck off me!!!" He says throwing my arms off and storming into his room, probably to go record minecraft or practice his piano. Vik is a little on the short side, so he hates when I do that. I love the dude, but nothings better than fucking with him. And damn he makes some good waffles.
"You just about ready?" Josh comes in with his shoes in one hand and a bag in another. Today we were going out just as mates, no vlogs. Though I'm close with all the sidemen, Josh has a sixth sense when I need a day out of the house. When I came home late last night, he could feel something off.
"Just about" I say scarffing the last bite down. I throw on my shoes and grab my jacket. As I'm walking out the door, I head josh laughing on the stairs. "What's so funny?" He just shakes his head and says "wow, that girl must've hit you with a bat or something cause some things gotta be loose in your head if you're gonna go in town in just your boxers" he barely got it all out before doubling over on the banister in laughter.
Fuck, I don't know what's going on with me and its freaking me out. Real relationships and me and this job don't work. I thought she would just be another girl to come in then out of my life. I can still feel her skin against mine, feel like I'm drowning in her smell.
It's like I don't know how to breathe anymore.
