Choice

Agony

Nanon's POV:

I feel numb after hearing everything Ohm said to me. How could you think like that about me. You were the one person who I thought would never hurt me. You said you loved my smile and would do everything to keep that smile on my face. Then why did you take away that smile. You promised to stay with me for a long time. Then why did you leave me midway. What did I do that you hate me so much. Nanon could no longer see the road due to tears forming in his eyes. He parked his car and cried his heart out.

"Why Ohm? Why? Why did you do this to me? I hate you so much but I can't live without you. What should I do for you to come back to me?"

Nanon spend hours in his car trying to ease the pain. Finally he drove back to his condo and locked himself in.

Next day morning:

Ohm woke up with a terrible headache. He looked around and cringed on seeing the mess he had made. He quickly got up and drank some water to clear his mind. He then started to pick all the trash he had created the night before. As he was collecting the trash, he saw something shining beneath the couch. He put his hand under the couch and pulled the thing out. It was his condo's spare key. He wondered how it got there. Suddenly all his memories of previous night flashed before his eyes and he dropped down on his knees in pain and regret.

"Non"

Ohm's POV:
What the hell did I do? How could I hurt Non like that. He was in so much pain because of me. What will I do now? Will he ever forgive me? I am sorry. I am so sorry Non. Please forgive your Ohm.

Ohm tried calling Nanon but he did not pick his call. He then decided to go to his condo and meet him. He quickly took a shower and got into clean set of clothes. He was about to open the door when he heard the doorbell ring. He looked through the peephole and was surprised to see Chimon standing outside. He opened the door quickly to let him in but was met by punch on his face.

Chimon: How dare you? How dare you Ohm Pawat? How could you do this to Non?

Ohm: Chim, I

Chimon: Shut up..Shut up.

Chimon glares at Ohm in anger ready to hit him if he opens his mouth.

Chimon: Do you know how bad you have hurt him? He has locked himself in his room. He does not listen to his mom, sister or me. All he is saying is that you no longer need him and that you hate him.

Ohm: I don't hate him. How can I hate my Non?

Chimon grabs his collar and glares at him.

Chimon: Then why the hell did you hurt him you idiot.

Ohm: I...I..

Ohm starts to cry as he thinks about what he has done to Nanon.

Ohm: I was hurt when he said he would choose his girlfriend over me. I knew deep down that he was just trying to lighten the mood during interview but it still hurt. I was just trying to get my head around things and I didn't want to see or talk to Nanon because I was afraid I would hurt him. He still barged into the house and I was so drunk. I lost control of my emotions and lashed out at him. My pain on him choosing someone else over me and my frustration on not beimg able to call him mine all added up to my outburst. I...

Ohm fell on knees holding his chest unable to bear the pain in his heart.

Chimon looked at Ohm and felt pity for him. He understood that Ohm's insecurities made him vulnerable to the situation. He felt bad for both of his friends. Chimon got down on his knees and hug his friend.

Chimon: It's okay Ohm. I understand.

Ohm: Chim..

Chimon: I am sorry for hitting you.