To My Abusive Ex |editing| (Complete)

Dear Abusive Ex pt8

You always made excuse not to say 'I love you. Wouldn't text it back when I said those three words, instead, you'd change the subject. Since I never heard you, I started believing you didn't feel the same way I did. I asked why you didn't say it for probably the hundredth time. Excuse after excuse

"My mom doesn't know I'm bisexual, she isn't supportive" which I understood completely.

"I don't want my mom to see it" which didn't make sense. Would does your mom go through your phone if you were almost thirty-three?

"I don't feel comfortable yet" which didn't make more sense. We've been together for almost a year, what is not comfortable about our relationship?

I started thinking it was me. Am I embarrassing? Is she ashamed to be seen with me?

I got tired of being hidden. I got sick of you deleting our messages on snap chat. Wouldn't let me post pictures of us on social media, there was a long list I couldn't do which made our relationship feel restricted. One day I had enough, threatening to break up with you if this continued.

'NOT EVERYONE POSTS A PICTURE OF THEIR GIRLFRIEND OR BOYFRIEND' You said through text.

'PROBABLY TRUE, BUT EVERY GIRLFRIEND OR BOYFRIEND SAYS I LOVE YOU TO EACH OTHER' I responded.

If you never wanted to be together, why didn't you just say that? Because that was the vibe you gave.