My Forever. (Justin Bieber FanFic)

29.Are you sure?

•Justin's P.O.V
"Ryan! What are you doing here?" I said pulling him into a bro hug ignoring the glares they were shooting at me.

He laughed "it's nice to see you too bro, and Chaz actually called me down here."

I looked over to Chaz and playfully rolled my eyes.

Scooter then cleared his throat "tell him the real reason as to why Chaz actually called him down here for" he said while looking at Chaz.

Chaz then cleared his throat "okay, well I actually called Ryan down here because I told him that I needed him to help me with something..." he said looking at Scooter giving him an unsure look.

"And that 'something' is?" I said looking at Chaz.

He then cleared his throat "ahhhh, I really didn't need your help bro, i just missed you man!" He said while pulling Ryan in a hug.

Ryan gave me a confused look and patted Chaz on the back.

I chuckled and rolled my eyes "you are so weird, anyways Ryan how is Rebecca and the little tiny babies?, I can't wait to see them!" I said sounding excited.

Ryan laughed "a lot of work, always screaming all the time, and always hungry, and always wants to cling on to me."

I laughed "awww their so cute."

Ryan laughed "ohh you think I was talking about the babies, I was actually talking about Rebecca," he said causing everybody to laugh "anyways speaking about the babies now, yeah their fine my little tiny bundle of joys."

He said sighing.

"Where are they now?" I asked.

"Umm Rebecca refused to stay alone back home with the babies, you know how she is such a drama queen,so I brought her along were actually staying in the same hotel." he said.

"Oh really on what floor?" I asked.

"We are on the 5th floor." he said nodding.

I nodded "it's good to see you, I really missed you, we are most definitely going to hang out tomorrow, but I just have a lot on my mind right now, and I'm really tired so I'm going to head off to bed." I then walked over to everyone and told them goodnight while giving them a hug, I hopped in the shower, and hopped into bed. And I just laid there hearing ruffles from outside my door, just ignoring them.

I'm just letting this issue bother me more than it should, but I can't help it, i just keep playing everything back that happened tonight remembering how everything just crumbled out of my hands knowing that I had a chance to stop it but I didn't and let somebody else take over, knowing that she's not mine no more hurts especially when I still have my heart set out on her and only her it truly hurts, but I just feel like I did it to myself knowing that I was doing things with Selena,
I'm not going to lie I like Selena I honestly really really do, but there's something that Ariana has that Selena doesn't, and that just keeps me wanting Ariana more and more.

Her beauty is just more appealing in my eyes, her smile is genuine, her smartness, the way her eyes lighten when she smiles, or the innocent little face she used to make when I used to flirt with her, the way she smirked when she wanted something, our late night talks, the way she felt like she was ugly at times but to me those were honestly the times where she looked the most gorgeous, her sarcastic remarks, everything that just basically makes her.... well her ....just keeps me attached to her, and I can't get enough.

But I now have no other choice but to just think about her, and miss her and the times we had.
she's with 'her date' and I have to accept the fact that she moved on, but how can she move on that fast, I know it's been eight months, does she even think about me the way I think about her? Does she even bother to mention my name anymore? Is her pushing me away a sign that she just doesn't feel the same way I think I will always feel about her? Or am I just over thinking?