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~5~Punishment

(a/n)- Hey my loves school really just loves to take over my free time so the constant chapter updates just can't be a thing, I've also been demotivated to write for a bit but I'm back now and ready to get into the good stuff soon! Enjoy <3

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Cordelia's POV

I woke up feeling miserable and sore, but at least my headache went away from yesterday. My dogs Dina and Bean never disappointed to make me smile when I wake up though. It almost felt like I was sick but I really wasn't, just depressed is how I would describe it. But I can't sit around and cry over some stupid failure, even thought I secretly wanted to. And to my surprise the duffel bag still laid in the corner of my room staring into my soul...it was talking to me.

 Failure

Why can't you get anything right?!

Be more like Arlert, be perfect, it's not that hard

You're a disappointment

Your father would hate you right now, just look at yourself, you failed.

"I- no I didn't.....or did I? Fuck I'm lost."

I was at a loss for words, was I seriously just talking back to a bag? I must've been going insane. Tears welled up and glossed over my eyes threatening to fall, but I blinked the tears back, I just need to move on. I glared at the bag for a good while before actually forcing myself to let go of the past and face it later.

I took a refreshing shower to start off the day fresh. I still couldn't help but think about the past robbery while washing my hair. I had to admit the soothing lavender did smell really nice though. I hopped out of the shower and finished the rest of my morning routine. Just let go of yesterday and you'll be fine, that's all. 

To my surprise everyone else was wide awake and eating like every other normal day once I walked in the kitchen. Some rambling about their crazy lives which is fun to listen to, until Connie spits out a ur mom joke. I never liked that kind of humor due to my past. The only person who didn't utter a word was Levi, I know I yelled at him last night but it wasn't intended to scar him.

Connie: "Morning bosssss."

Eren: "Looking gorgeous as always ;)"

Hange: " Would you stop flirting with her gosh Eren."