Part 13
NIALLS POV.
I couldn't look at her, I dont' want to hurt her.
Y: 'NO!' NO NIALL!'
she started crying.
Y: 'DON'T GIVE UP, PLEASE, I NEED YOU OK? YOU WON'T DIE!'
N: 'Sssssh babe. Don't worry.'
I stroked her cheek, hoping she'll calm down.
Y: ''Don't worry'?! NIALL, I FUCKING NEED YOU OKAY, I JUST DONT WANNA LOOSE YOU.'
N: '(YN), calm down, please.'
Y: 'You have to try. You have to try and stay alive...for me...for us. Please, I refuse to go a day with you. Please, promise me.'
What do I say? The only thing I can do is promise her, so she'll be happy. If it's one thing I can't bare to withhold and experience, is see (YN) upset. It kills me softly inside. I took a thick, slow gulp in preperation to speak.
N: 'If I promise, you have to promise me something as well, (YN).'
Y: 'Everything baby.'
N: 'You have to promise me, that if i don't make it, then you won't mourn me as a loss. I want you to smile. Beam with happiness, okay?
She nodded unhappily.
I intertwined her fingers in mine, place them on my chest. I wiped her tears with my free hand. Something in my mind is telling me that I won't be able to fulfill that promise for long but, I will try for (YN). She wrapped her arms around my mid section. I looked down at her. SHe looked so helpless, so careful of me. (YN) is the sweet thing to ever walk this earth.
N: 'I love you.'
She tightened her grip on me.
Y: 'I love you too.'
YOUR POV.
We laid on his bed for hours. We said nothing, just enjoying eachother, cuddling. Eachothers warmth.
Suddenly, I heard a long beep...
