so sorry i missed yesterday :(
my darling lavender,
the world would be nothing but dusty and grey without you here. by every passing minute is like a blessing to have your embrace in the state that i can call you my own. every false move i tend to make breaks my heart more then you can imagine, as i cant be enough for you at times. you deserve alot more but you tread carefully to make sure im yours. ill stare at videos you take for hours to see the look in your eye when you take a video and realize how pretty you are, enough to share them will me. i dont think you realize that i still watch them even when you think they are just sitting there taking up space (in a not weird way). your truly wonderful. i wish i could do better, i swear im trying. i need you more then anything else the world has to offer. if i ever do mess up and lose you, id just be a pebble at the bottom of a flowing river, erosion being the heartbreak that slowly tears me apart.
your lapis,
geo <3
