SOMETHING IN YOUR EYES

Past

Yoongi POV

I twisted to door knob to leave but couldn't bring myself to walk away from the mess I have created. I bit my lip and turned around and walked over to the balcony.

"Y/n?" I called out for her before taking a seat infront of her.

She looked over at me and replied with a mere 'yes'

"I'm sorry"

Y/n POV

"I'm sorry" - yoongi

"For?" I asked

"For yesterday." He said answering my question.

I nodded

"It's okay yoongi, i understand."

"No, you don't. I'm sorry okay? For- for shouting at you, for coming back drunk and for-

He paused. I looked over at him, he looked like he was fighting an internal battle with himself.

I sighed

"It's okay yoongi. I don't expect any answers from you. You don't owe me any explanation."

He looked back at me and replied almost instantly.

"But I do y/n. You-you are my wife!"

"But I thought I was a responsibility. "

"No, i didn't meant that. I'm so so sorry. I couldn't control my anger. I-i was worried sick about you. I know I'm messed up but Just please, let me explain."

I sighed and nodded wanting to hear his reasons.

"I know there's no explanation for shouting at you and coming back home drunk. No matter what I will say or do, nothing make it right. And I sincerely apologize for my behavior y/n. Just please know, that's not how I really feel. I-i just tend to lose control of myself but I promise this won't happen again. Ever. I'll take any punishment but just stay, okay? Don't leave me. Just give me another chance. A last one. Don't go."

I looked over at his glassy orbs. His eyes. They once again captivated me just like the first time. His eyes were speaking the things for him that he couldn't. I could see his broken self. I always thought, he was good at hiding his emotions but I was wrong. His eyes give it away. They show me his true feelings.
Once again, I believed in him

"I'm not leaving yoongi. I won't. I promised to wait. Remember?"

He nodded happily.

"Forever" - yoongi.

"And Si-Woo-

I was taken aback by her name again but nonetheless I let him continue

"She-she was my ex girlfriend y/n."

"You don't have to tell me now. Let's talk when you are ready. Hm?"

I smiled at him reassuringly and stood up to go inside but he held my hand, stopping me from going anywhere.

"I want to." -yoongi

I looked at his promising orbs before sitting down again.

He took a deep breath and continued.

"Me and Si-Woo were highschool sweethearts. I still remember the first day I saw her. She was the prettiest girl for me. I was not really comfortable in talking to girls but with her, everything was different. She understood me. Atleast I thought she did."

I didn't looked away from him, not even for a second and he too spoke these words looking straight at me.

"But then we grew up. Dating was a lot easier when we were younger. Dad retired from the company and jungkook was too young to take over, so I had to do the job. I got busy, very busy with all the office work. I had to learn everything from scratch. The wheel of time turned so fast that I didn't even realized when everything that I loved was left behind. Then let it be music, painting, family or Si-Woo."

His eyes were teary but he held them in, not allowing them to fall.

"Yoongi-

I tried to stop him but he held my hands reassuringly and continued to speak.

"She started to fell lonely. I couldn't spend time with her like I used to. I was missing on our dates, birthday, parties, everything. But she was patient for too long and waited for me to come around until, the day she got tired of waiting. That day, I still remember, I left from my office early wanting to take her for dinner. But she broke up with me even before I could surprise her."

He paused for some moments. I too didn't said anything.

"She was not wrong to do so, y/n. She has the every right to move forward and find everything that she deserved and I failed to give her. We broke up on good terms. No harsh feelings for each other. But, to this day, I still regret letting her go. I-i loved that girl. Dearly. She made me understand what love was. She was my first. Soon she found the one for her but I stood still where she left."

At this moment his tears fell. I felt so bad. I tried not to let it get to me but still knowing that the guy I love, my husband, was crying for his first love hurts.

He stood up, pulling me along with him.

"I don't want to repeat the same mistakes y/n-ah. I try but I don't know what is it in me that I end up hurting the people that are important to me. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry."

"Shh...it's okay yoongi, let it out."

I wiped his tears. The man infront of me right now is Min Yoongi. He just wore a brave mask to hide his true self. I can't believe, for all this time, he was hurting alone.

"Don't leave me. Please? I-i promise I won't ever talk about her again. Hell I won't ever think about anyone else but you! Just stay. I-i want to move on and forget her. B-but I can't do that without you y/n-ah. I don't know about my feeling right now but all I know is that you have become so important to me. If I fell now, I might never stand up again. Stay. Please."

I smiled at him. How can I leave him when he have me wrapped around his fingers.

"I won't ever leave. I will wait for as long as it will take you to come to me. I'm not leaving or giving up on you. You are stuck with me Min Yoongi. Forever."

We stood there, staring lovingly at each other.

"Umm yoongi"

"Hmm?"

"Let's go inside, I'm cold."

He let out a hearty laugh.

I will never get tired to see you smile like this.