Cancer Love [Kim Taehyung ff]

~12-how much time left?~

1 week later

Taehyung pov

our conditions have become worse, we have reached 4th stage, doctors have said there is no hope now, still me and y/n think that 0.001% will work out for us, but I know it want, I can feel inside me its time, Its night right now, y/n is sleeping in my arms but I cant sleep, I wanna live more, with y/n, why did cancer ruin my life, I just become an adult few years ago and now I have to die, why just why, my condition is worse than y/n's, so I have high hope for her to live, so that at least an important part of me could live a happy life, and I'll watch her from above, but she also is in 4th stage so she has lost her hope, we have promised each other that IF someone lives they will forget about the other and live a new happy life, but we both know that will be hard but If we live right, which cmon 0.001%? not gonna work out, I'm losing hope day by day, doctor assumed how much time we both have left to live, doctor said for me 1 week and for y/n 2 weeks, we can die before that, after that, its just an assumption, so ya, nowadays we cant even walk properly whole day we're on bed, watching movie, cause we know this are the last moments of our lives so lets live it. Thinking all this idk when i slept

Morning

I woke up before her, its pretty rare to wake up before her, I was just admiring her, I even shed some tears, thinking just 1 week more I'll be able to see this beauty then I cant, suddenly she woke up

Y/n- "taeeee, I told u not to cry, its ok, lets enjoy this week pls, when we die we'll meet in heaven baby, don't be sad please, no crying" she said cupping my face

I nodded
she smashed her lips on mine and we kissed for a few mins then we broke it as we were breathless

Tae- "I wont cry, sorry"

Y/n- "good boy"

Tae- "hehe"

Then jisoo came to help y/n to fresh and up, she came out and then with jungkook's help I did my routine
We had pancakes for breakfast, we both cant taste food, so idk if it was good or no

Y/n- "lets watch a movie"

Tae- "*coughs*, y/n u watch I'll- *coughs* I'll sleep"

Y/n- "ok I wont disturb u then, sleep"

I slept and she was on her phone

Y/N POV

I was on my phone for 5 mins and i started to feel dizzy, the whole ward was spinning

Y/n- "JIS-soo" I tried to scream

and everything blacked out

Taehyung POV

I woke up as I heard y/n screaming jisoo's name, I looked at her and she was fainted, 

"JISOO"

jisoo rushed in the room

Tae- "I was sleeping and idk when she fainted"

jisoo- "don't worry u rest"

she and some other people took her away 

Y/N POV

my eyes opened slightly and I saw some doctor there checking something and only heard the monitors beeping

Doctor- "hey y/n, you had fainted because of tiredness, nothing else u will have to rest for a while"

Y/n- "w-who  a-are  y-you"

Doctor- "I'm kim seokjin, dr.kang was busy so I was told to check u"

Y/n- "oh ok, where is taehyung"

Doctor- "he is resting, you'll go in your ward when you'll be fine"

Y/n- "doctor pls, lemme go there" I said weakly 

Doctor- "y/n u have to-"

Y/n- "I don't wanna listen to all that just take me to my ward, taehyung must be worried and I wanna be with him that is the only thing I wanna do before dying"

He sighed and told jisoo to take me 

I was in my ward now, I could see that pale, weak tae resting
I went beside him and slept

After 1 hour

Tae- "y/n r u ok, what happened?"

Y/n- "don't worry, nothing happened just fainted cuz of tiredness"

Tae- "oh ok, lets have dinner"

Y/n- "ya...."

We ate and then went to sleep as we cant really do anything else

He hugged me and I did too

Tae- "good night baby"

Y/n- "*coughs* good nig- *coughs* night"

We slept but my condition dr.kim told me was very bad and told me it is 1 week now and not 2 weeks, I was sad but I couldn't do anything else really.

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