I've Never Done This Before... Help...

Practicing...

Not an actual update, I just felt like writing this at 1am after imagining myself stabbing myself(?)

Anygays it really deviated from what I first had in mind.. but ig it's still fine.

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Hm?
Oh. It's you again. Of course it's you, who else would it be if not you?

This is just like the first time you were here.
Well.. not really.

At first you tried at least.. you thought that if you tried hard enough you would be able to get out, oh how wrong you were.. but at last it seems you understood, there is no escape. No matter how hard you try, there will never be a chance for you to win.

Oh, don't look at me like that. That's just the truth, and you know it too.

As much as you would've wanted it to be a lie.. you know it's not. And that's something you sadly can't change.

The time went by as you sat on the white floor of your one and only prison, made just for you.

It's a white and large room, white roof, white walls, white floor.. nothing near, no decoration at all, just white.

It was big and empty. There was no end to how big it was, there was no escape. Unless you woke up you would stay there.

The only way of waking up, was painful. Yes. But it was the only way, and you didn't know any other. Now you are just waiting for them to come, and take you back "home"...

You suddenly heard steps getting closer and closer.. ever so slowly...

Oh. They're here. I wonder...

"What took you so long?"

...

No reply.

That's okay. You're used to it.

They get closer.. and closer.. and closer...

The next thing you know they are on top of you. Knife on their hands, up in the air, waiting to strike right on your chest..

You close your eyes. Yes. This is the only way to wake up. It's weird how you can actually feel pain in here.. but you don't really question it. There's no reason to.

And here i was thinking i would witness something more exciting.. sigh you truly disappoint me.

Don't you want a change? Why don't you look for a way to make things different? I know you want to. Actually.. you know how to.

Weren't you able to make a difference once?

Ah. That's right. You suddenly remembered.

There is another way.

How could i forget?

I made this world. So why does it think it can also make me suffer? Why should i suffer?

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They stop.

The knife falls from their hand.

You slowly sit up. Grab the knife. And make a difference once again.

You've woken up. Maybe. Just maybe. You could make a difference here too. Don't you think?
Come on. Amuse me...

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Finally! I updated after a month.. welp it's not even lencest but it's something ig.

Tell me what you think!

Goodbye for now~! <3