She'll be the end of me.

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Cenk pov:
Now I was holding her hand while she was looking scared at me.
-I don't bite, stay calm.
I say chuckling.
-Cenk...
-Cemre. Listen here, the doctor said all of this is because of stress and emotional problems so please, tell me what's going on.
-Why do you care?
-I...I don't know. It's you, we're talking about you and...you did said some nice things to me when no one did.
-I...
When she starts to talk my dad opens the door and enters. I immediately take my hands back from hers and I stand up.
-Cemre...
-Agah bey...
-Father.
-Cenk, would you mind leaving us alone?
-No, it's fine.
I say leaving.
-Cemre.
-Agah bey?
-Look, I am very sorry for my proposal. I know it is a fake marriage and all but...I thought maybe you and Nedim...
-Agah bey. If I agreed to this favor it's because it was a simple marriage. In this proposal I didn't hear anything of a honeymoon.
-Yes you are right, and I am sorry for my weird attitude this days but Seniz told me-...
-ms. Seniz?
-Yes.
-I would appreciate if you would ask me first about making another step in this fake marriage and not Seniz.
-I agree. Speedy recovery Cemre.
I see my dad leaving the room then he stops behind me.
-Son.
-Father?
-Stay away from this girl. And stop asking her about her marriage. She's living a very happy life with her husband.
-Husband? Well fuck this idea of marriage and her husband and-...
-Cenk! Stop using this language. Why are you so interested of this girl? Huh? Why is she so different from the other girls? Cenk I know you had a lot of girls, different night different girl. Why are you so caring with her?
-Oh fuck it! I don't give a shit about her! The only reason I care so much about her is to make her trust me and then find out what happened to this marriage so I know that you chose Nedim over me again. And once I find that out I advertise you, Nedim  will be the one who'll suffer, because all this time I've suffered!
-You suffered? How? You had a different girl every night, different cars every month, you went to the best college and you suffered?
-I...I did.
-How?!
I get angry and leave.

Cemre pov:
I stood up and took of my perfusion. Since I was a nurse I knew how the things were going. Cenk's words disturbed me a little bit, but how nice he was to me...he was pretending. I was sure. It's just...not him. He doesn't acts like this. I suddenly hear some yelling from the hall. I look at the clock and it was 5 in the morning. I slowly open the door and look at what's happening in the hall. I see Agah bey and Cenk.
''-Oh fuck it! I don't give a shit about her! The only reason I care so much about her is to make her trust me and then find out what happened to this marriage so I know that you chose Nedim over me again. And once I find that out I advertise you, Nedim  will be the one who'll suffer, because all this time I've suffered!
-You suffered? How? You had a different girl every night, different cars every month, you went to the best college and you suffered?
-I...I did.''
Oh and there it comes. I knew he doesn't give a fuck about me, but the way he talked...is just as I aspected. He is a selfish coward.

Cenk pov:
20minutes later
I started to think about what I said. I was trying so hard to convince myself that I don't care about her but...shit. Her courage, her independence, her justice...her smile, she was like a drog. Maybe I feel like this about her just because she's the first girl who rejected me and I am just trying to make my point, otherwise...no, no. It's just inappropriate. Me, Cenk Karacay, the famous playboy, the son of the most rich family in Istanbul fell for a nurse who's coming from a poor family... it's just inappropriate...an inappropriate obsession...
I walk back into the hospital in her room when I see her all dressed making her bed. I smile and then I pull her from the bed.
-Ee!
-What? You scared?
-Cenk! Get your hands of me!
She says pulling herself from my hand.
-What happened?
-Nothing.
-Cemre!
-Get out!
-Alright, no need to yell.
I say leaving her room. I paid her hospital bill and I waited her in front of the car. After a little while I see her getting out of the hospital dressed in a black blouse and a black skirt. That's also a think I like about her. She never dresses vulgar. She's always so dressed, it covers everything, it's weird that I am saying this since until now I dated girls that were half naked while walking on street.

 She's always so dressed, it covers everything, it's weird that I am saying this since until now I dated girls that were half naked while walking on street

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(Cemre's outfit) btw she is not Cemre.
When she gets out of the hospital I see how she closes her eyes all of sudden and I see her falling.
-CEMRE!
I yell while running from my car to her. I hopefully caught her.
-Cemre! Cemre are you okay? Who the hell are these doctors to get you out so early? You didn't even left hospital and you already fell-..
-Cenk I am good!
She says weakly trying to stay back on her feets with her eyes still closed.
-How are you good if you can't even stay on your feet!
-Cenk I said I'm good! I told you to leave, why didn't you?
-Well good I didn't leave! Who would caught you now?
-That's enough!
She says while jumping out of my arms.
-Cemre what got you now?!
-I thought you didn't give a shit about me?!
-You...
-I heard everything earlier.
-Cemre I...
-DON'T SAY MY NAME WITH YOU DIRTY MOUTH!
-Cemre stop yelling! You'll affect your condition!
-I am fine! Don't touch me!
She says while I try to grab her wrist and takes it back. I look after her while she was walking away and I see her falling to the ground again. My heart stops everytime I see her falling to the ground. God, she'll be the end of me.
-CEMRE!
I starts running to her again but this time I don't catch her. I pick her head from down I place it in my hands.
-Cemre let's go back to the hospital.
I see tears forming in her eyes.
-No...no
She starts crying.
-What's happening? What's wrong?
I say trying to smile and brushing her hair with my hand.
-I...my head..it's hurts
She says in a weak voice.
-Shhh. It's alright. Do you trust me?
-No.
-If you'll have to trust me or my father who would you trust?
-...you
-That's what I thought.
I say picking her up and placing her on the back seats from my car. She didn't say anything. She wasn't  objecting. Before she fell asleep I asked her:
-Do you want to go home?
-Mhm...
-So I guess this is a no?
-Kinda...
-So where do you think we should go?
-Can we just stay here for a while?
-Hmm, let me think better. No. Today I take care of you.
-Cenk please, I want one single thing...let's not go to the mansion now. Please!
She says trying to stand up.
-Lay down!
-My head is...
-Spinning
-Yeah...
-the doctor told me this might happen the first week after you get out of the hospital.
-Where are we going?
-You'll see.
-Just-...
-We won't go home, I promise!
I say when I watch her turning to face me while she was trying to fall asleep.

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