Our vacation (Noco)

dumbass- part 1

~at this point I don't even know what to put in the title anymore :')

Cody's pov 

it has been two days since I went to the lake with Noah and basically these two days have been the same, but even looking normal these past days I've become a little distant and I'm sure Noah noticed because he is always asking me if I'm ok, I fucked up an gave into my overthinker tendencies.

I don't know what to do..I'm just too scared to tell him the truth and lose him ,every time I fall in love is the same old story, at first it looks like a dream come true but it always ends with me crying on the bathroom floor, my mom used to tell me I was too emotional and I know she was and still is right 

~the fact this was actually past me venting :') ~

~yup can  confirm I'm emotional as f*** and always end up like shit, me to my love life is a hate and love relationship 

we were sitting on the benches looking at the blue sky turn pink and orange while the sun goes down 

Noah: I really think this is the best time of the day, the sky is beautiful and the temperature is just right, not too cold like the night or too hot like the afternoon  

Cody: true

Noah turned his head and looked at me with a concerned look on his face 

Noah: Cody I know you don't want to tell me but I really worried about you,you're eating less,having problems to sleep and you are always so distracted..

Cody: I already told you I'm fine

Noah: well it doesn't look like it,Cody you're even getting pale!

Noah was right I was felling kinda sick, I felt tired even after sleeping and I felt the guilt and stress on my back, but I could't tell him I didn't want to lose the only person who actually cared about me in this stupid planet 

~damm I really had to write this in my depressed fase

I saw a tear run down Noah's cheek while he looked away,the guilt was eating me from inside

Cody: Noah please don't cry I'm just a little sick I will soon be better

I knew that was a lie but I could't see him like that,Noah looked at me and I got a better view of his wet cheeks and tired eyes,I dried his tears and gave him my best smile 

Cody: it's starting to get dark what about we go inside?

Noah nodded his head and we got up and started to walk to the cottage 

we were half way in when I felt my vision get blurry and my legs get weak,I should have listened to Noah and eaten,I looked to Noah who slowly walked next to me and used the rest of energy I had to reach my hand on his shoulder

Noah's pov 

I was walking back to the cottage next to Cody when I felt him place his hand on my shoulder,I looked at him and saw he was even more pale then earlier 

Noah: Cody! what happened ?!

he didn't answer but he fell in my arm, he had just fainted 

I started to panic but I knew I had to calm myself and do my best to help Cody so I picked him up and walked to the cottage, as I arrived I placed Cody on the couch and went after some cold water and a towel 

Noah: I fucking told you to take care of yourself so this wouldn't happen but you just couldn't listen 

I let out a sigh and placed the towel on Cody's forehead and went kitchen to prepare something for him to eat once he woke up. 

After I finished I went back to check on Cody and I saw he wasn't pale anymore, that already calmed me a bit. I then just decided to sit down next to the couch holding his hand.

Noah: Cody you dumbass I care about! why don't you just tell we what's going on, so I can help you

(time skip)

Cody's pov 

I woke up and felt someone holding one of my hands,I tuned my head to see who it was and saw Noah sitting on the floor next to me sleeping with his head on the couch and his hands holding mine, he looked tired and it seemed like he had cried 

I slowly got up and woke him up

Cody: Noah..wake up

I was shaking him until I saw him slowly open his eyes,he looked at me and opened a big smile and got up hugging me tight 

Noah: you scared me you dumbass, I was so worried!

Cody: sorry for making you worry but now I'm fine, and I was out for how much time?

Noah: I think it was like two hours,but now that you're awake you have to eat something!

Cody: ok ok I will eat something !

Noah rolled his eyes while coming closer, sitting next to me and wrapping on of his arms around me 

Noah: ready to get up?

I nodded my head and he slowly got up,I wrapped on of my arms around him as well and we went to the kitchen