Chapter 15

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Tessa point of view
Hardin is In the back yard with Landon and I'm in the living room with Nora and Auden while he's asleep
Nora- is everything okay with Hardin
Tessa- he's fine I just feel like I'm not enough and I feel like I'm not doing a good job to being a mom I say while I hold in tears but fail
Nora- Tessa your a great mom did you tell Hardin on how you feel?
Tessa- no I think he's mad at me
Nora- why
Tessa- before heading over here Auden was being fussy and I had fallen asleep and Hardin pulled into a gas station so he could feed up but then I Woke up while Hardin was going to give me Auden I was going to get the cover to breastfeed and Hardin said "you don't need to cover up there's no one here" and he said that I have an "attitude"
And I said "what attitude" yelling at him while I'm feeding Auden and he said don't be yelling at while I'm  feeding he's son
Nora- Um okay so basically your just moody
Tessa- yea
Nora- you should tell him how you feel maybe one day we can have a double date while Karen or Kim babysit Auden
Tessa- that sounds nice
Nora- come on let's go with the boys
Nora helps me out Auden in the stroller
We go with Hardin and Landon and hang out i try to stay with Hardin but seems like he's still in a mad

Tessa point of view Hardin is In the back yard with Landon and I'm in the living room with Nora and Auden while he's asleep Nora- is everything okay with Hardin Tessa- he's fine I just feel like I'm not enough and I feel like I'm not doing a good ...

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(This is how Auden is while in the backyard )
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Tessa.young - I would do anything for you mommy and daddy love you so much 💛❤️
Hardin.Scott- my world 🌎
Kimberly_vance: aww 🥰
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A couple hours later
I have decided to go back home with Auden while Hardin stays here and hangs out with Landon and Vance and ken they decided to come over and see Auden and caught up with things that have been going on
Tessa- alright guys me and the baby are leaving my mom is coming to visit in the morning
Kim- you should stay here
Tessa- no it's okay
Kim- okay I know is upset with me because I won't stay here while they say goodbye to Auden I head outside to say bye to guys
Tessa- bye ken and Vance I'm heading home
Ken- be careful
Landon- text us when you get home
Vance- have a safe drive
Hardin- I'll walk you to the car
Tessa- okay
Me and Hardin go outside while I'm turning in the car Hardin is putting Auden in the back seat
Hardin - okay he's perfect are you sure you wanna go home
He's says coming next to me
Tessa- yea
Hardin- okay please be careful
Tessa- I know...... I'm sorry for being moody
Hardin- it's okay you need to tell me on how you feel and what your feeling how about we promise each other no more secrets
Tessa- sounds good... don't drink too much please
Hardin- I won't
Tessa- I love you
Hardin- love you kiss text me when you get home
Tessa- I will bye
Hardin- bye baby let me tell Auden bye,...
Bye Auden I love you take care of mommy for me I'll be home in the morning before grandma carol is here gives me and Auden a kiss

(This is how Auden is in the car) ———————————-We are finally home  as soon we get home I text Hardin and Landon And tell them we made it home I change into pajamas and put Auden in my and Hardin bed for tonight since I'm alone Auden usually sleeps...

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We are finally home as soon we get home I text Hardin and Landon
And tell them we made it home
I change into pajamas and put Auden in my and Hardin bed for tonight since I'm alone
Auden usually sleeps in his nursery while I'm on my phone Auden starts to cry me knowing he's hungry and it's only 10:45pm so just on time for a feeding last time he ate was at 6 or 7
Tessa- for tonight my love it's just me and you we have to pick up daddy in the morning and then pick up grandma carol okay
Just want you to know that I'm trying to be the best mom I can and that me and daddy will protect you from anyone or anything
I love you ❤️
After feeding Auden I put him in bed while I'm pumping and texting Hardin

(T)Just got done feeding (h)Auden
Okay baby go to sleep when your down pumping I'll call you in the morning so you can come for me or I'll ask Landon or Vance or ken to take me home
(T)Okay love
(H)Love you 🖤
(T)Love you more

After me and Hardin text I turn off my lamp go to sleep with my baby hopefully tomorrow goes well with my mom 🙏🏼

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