May 26 2019
I'm just tired of conforming , tired of trying to please my family , tired of trying to be perfect , I just want to end it all for good right now. It's too much pain. I can't do it. Even though people say i can. My family say i can't . Who should I trust , huh? My family who's been with me from the beginning or people like my relatives and friends ? It doesn't make sense anymore. I thought people who knew you from the start were supposed to be supportive , your friend , always got your back no matter what. That's not true. The movies are wrong. Everything is horrible except.. stuff. I just can't live with my family peacefully if they are going to keep stressing me out. Especially my sister. I've got enough on my plate as it is. Actually more than enough. Vitamin D deficiency . Anterior cruciate ligament. The reason I'm breathing right now is because I HAVE TO - I don't want to.
