His heart

7.Crush-At-First-Sight

"Words have power to both destroy and heal. When the words are both true and kind, it can change our world"

Lord Buddha.

3rd Person POV

In the previous chapter :

In the empty hallway, two young boys, shared their first kiss with each other without thinking of anything. Fuck future. Fuck the world. Fuck everything. It's just them which mattered. Just that moment. Feelings or not, fate or not, life or death, what's in the future, nothing mattered at all.

They just softly moved their lips on other's not letting the moment to fade away. They weren't in love. They weren't Taekook, not yet. But it felt right.

Taehyung's hands holding jungguk's inside his felt right. Those hands were meant to each other.

Jungguk's pale and cold hands inside Taehyung's tan and warm hands.

Both of them didn't know what they were doing. They just moved their lips. Everything itself seemed to be perfect. As if the puzzle just found his missing piece. They softly moved their lips, enjoying the other's taste. Funny, how they just met. Funny how they didn't know they were not seeing each other for the first time. Funny how they didn't unravel each other's lives but already sharing a kiss. The life is funny. The fate if funny. But the more you laugh, more you'll have to cry. :) but who care's? You gotta live while you still can. That's the whole point.

They pulled apart, inhaling oxygen. They younger's cheeks were tinted red. Elder didn't made any eye contact, keeping his eyes fixed on the ground. They both didn't feel guilty. They both enjoyed it. They both gave each other the permission to do so. Taehyung leaned towards the younger and Jungguk closed the gap between the himself and the elder.

But the end need to have a start right? 

New part:

After what happened, neither of the duo spoke but it surprisingly wasn't awkward either. Taehyung wheeled jungguk to his room. Jungguk climbed on to his bed and Taehyung helped him with the covers before making himself on the chair beside the bed. Jugguk's back being helped by the headboard of the bed, hands lay fumbling with his fingers on his lap. 

"Hyung?" Jungguk mumbled, almost a whisper Taehyung's ears might missed. 

"Yes?" Taehyung asked, focusing on jungguk's eyes which never focused on taehyung's compassionate eyes but rather found his hands which were laying oh his lap more interesting. 

"You don't- ki-", Inhales deeply, "You don't reject it right?"  Jungguk's hope filled eyes surprisingly meeting the elder's as he uttered 'right'. 

Taehyung's boxy smile which was displaying brightly on his face was what all he needed to relax. 

"I don't jungguk.. I don't." Taehyung said. Jungguk's smiled was closed lipped, but it radiates happiness as he looked down back at his fingers on lap, ears turning a shade of pink. 

"What are we?" Jungguk asked.  

They didn't know what they are. They didn't know why they kiss. They didn't care. Why? Because it felt right. 

"Some things in life doesn't have a meaning nor reason jungguk. What happened a moment ago was same. Was it your first?" Taehyung spoke softly in his deep voice, making jungguk's stomach do things. 

Nevertheless, he gave him a nod, it was indeed his first kiss. 

"You- you don't reject it right?" He asked, repeating younger's words. Jungguk shook his head, letting him know his doesn't reject it, somehow ears turning a deeper shade of pink. 

"Then that's all we need to know-"

 The door opened revealing Jin and Namjoon. 

"Hello boys." Namjoon said while Jin passed him to jungguk's side just to take a quick glance at his vitals for the last time before he heads off. 

"Hey joon hyung!" Jungguk said, happy to see the latter and Taehyung did a mini wave. 

"How was the day?" Namjoon asked from jungguk, since he would have plenty of time to speak with taehyung anyways. 

"It was great Joonie hyung." Jungguk said eyeing Taehyung which didn't go unnoticed by the psychiatrist. 

"Well, I'm glad you could enjoy ggukie." Namjoon told. 

"Ggukie, we will take our leave now ok? Dinner will be serve in no time now. Eat and get some sleep ok?" Jin said to which Jungguk gave him a nod. 

"I know Jin hyung... I'm not a toddler." Jungguk said while his full baby pink lips turned into a pout, but it came out more like a whine making other chuckle at the childish antics from the guy who whined I-Am-Not-A-Toddler. 

"You sure about that?"Jin asked making the younger huff with his lips still were on the cute-pout mode.

"Good Night and get out now oldie.." Jungguk said and Jin clutched his heart in a way to show that he's hurt, too obvious that they were playing around. 

"Ok Ok, Good Night my child." Jin said and placed a kiss on his head as he always do while Taehyung and Namjoon were already jogging towards the door.

"Good Night Jungguk." Namjoon said and went out with Jin who was holding hands with him as they made their way out. Taehyung looked back at jungguk while holding the door handle, his body outside the room while his head still peaking inside. 

"Good Night Jungguk. I'll see you tomorrow." He said.

"I spent a good day with you Taehyung. Good Night." Jungguk said, barely audible tone of his was making Taehyung feel butterflies. A smile drawing on his lips unknowingly. 

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That night Jungguk had a lot to think. Everything revolving around one single minute of one single person. It almost felt unreal, the kiss. 

While Taehyung was laying on the bed after the dinner with his hyung's friends Yoongi, Jimin and Hoseok, thinking the same. 

Both only could come to a one conclusion. 

They didn't met for the first time that day. They had seen each other. They kinda had this 'crush-at-first-sight' thing for sure the day they saw each other in the park. But they didn't know that the latter knows that too.

Maybe after the kiss, crush word felt little lower. It's one or two more step higher than that. But no, love isn't the word either. 

"When I kissed you on your lips,

I knew we were meant to be."

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Word count : 1009

Just asking bcz i'm a curious person, What is your dream? What do you hold your passion for? What do you want to be? What is your goal? 

Mine is psychiatrist, though i highly doubt if I'd be good enough. Nevertheless, no harm in trying, ryt?

Is the story too fast for your liking? 

Well, I'm ok with all the criticizing and all. Please do enlighten me if I need to get something right. 

In the mean time, I want you to, stay safe, happy, healthy and all. If you're going through any kind of hardship just know it'll pass. Don't stuck to your past when you have a future to grasp! 

Borahae <3 

ily all if you made it this far :)