Sketched. ( BWWM).

chapter 4.

I woke up looking beside me to see the bed empty meaning fanden has woken up already.

I don't even wanna know where he went cause right now I'm just relieved that he is not around me, cause that man scares the living shit out of me.

I went towards the washroom to get freshen up instantly although I felt very lazy.

All the time while I was in shower I kept thinking how did my life fiddled with fanden. Wasn't what I went through in my past enough, that god sent another monster to make me feel suffocated?

Fanden has made me feel afraid of someone after a long time and what I know is that this feeling ain't gonna fade away so easily.

I was slowly getting used to being alone and free in my life with my friends which I can count on specially batilde, she was more like my sister now and by observing how fanden's behaviour is, I don't think he would ever let me talk to her without taking his permission.

Along with good looks and a rattling appearance, God has also sent him with a disturbing and cabalistic personality which I will never understand in this life.

When I got out of shower I didn't noticed the man sitting on the bed until I was about to take my towel off.

"Fanden." I blinked my eyes, holding the towel close to my body more like glued to my body like my respect and life depends on it. And it does.

I thought that my virginity would slip out of my hands last night as my mind kept screaming that he would do something without my concern. But I was more than surprised when he didn't even did anything apart from kissing me possessively and wishing good night resting my head on his chest where I heard his heartbeat which was also helping me to sleep.

My attention went back to fanden who was off of the bed making his way towards me, when I looked at him the blue in his grey eyes were clearly visible.

"god morgen sommerfugl. ( good morning Butterfly.)" He smiled only to get a confused face from me.

I was still processing what he was saying not noticing that he was almost close to me and when I did, obviously it was too late.

I tried to get inside the bathroom again thinking hopefully I will get inside and lock the door until he leaves the room.

My upper arm was gripped tightly and all I know is that shit is about to happen.

He brought me closer to him by my waist and I was struggling to keep the towel still on my body as he smashed his lips nimbly making me jump for a slight second.

I can sensate the desperation his hands were showering on my clothed body. He slammed my body on the wall along with resting his one arm on it slowly making his tongue go down to my neck which made me face the other side accidentally giving him more access and biting on my skin with his sharp teeth.

Since I can't take control over my hormones, my body was enjoying his every single touch leaving goosebumps everywhere. Now, I know I'm not ready for anything like this, I've had some of my own rules that I would never have my first kiss after I know the man for 3 months and more, but here the case is fanden, and from what I've observed he is very stubborn, so it didn't took time for him to take my first right on our second meeting and the thing which is going on right now isn't surprising me at all because I've read some erotic books and these are the exact things which happens at first.

Fanden took my arms and placed it back discarding the thick towel which was my only source to hide my body.

"Fande---

"Shhh!!!" He shushed me placing his fingers over my lips making me shut my mouth immediately.

His eyes scanned every inch of my body, his eyes specifically stucked on my breasts which made me shrink my body a bit due to uneasiness. I moved my wrists up and down which were held by fanden tightly, so that I can immediately cover my chest.