Mine- Yours and Only Yours

Girlfriend

Nanon Korapat and Ohm Pawat are the most trending names in Thai BL industry at the moment. Their chemistry is undeniably the best thing that happened this year for their fans around the world. Fans rejoiced over the fact that their ghost ship has become a reality. What they thought impossible became a reality when Nanon and Ohm acted in BL series as a couple. As thousands of fans rejoiced this moment, there came a rumour on the internet that Ohm was dating someone. Fans split into groups over this matter. There was no evidence to prove this fact but speculations were high. Everyone feared how this rumour was going to impact the relationship of their favorite couple.

Nanon was busy with a promotion event when his phone started to beep continously. He tried to pick his phone but his manager warned him not to. He looked around and could sense some tension in the people around him. He tried to concentrate on the event as all eyes were focused on him. Soon his role in the event comes to an end. He quickly got into his company van and asked the driver to take him home.

As he sat in the van, he took out his phone to check what was causing so much uneasiness among his fans. He checked his alerts and was shocked to see pictures of Ohm with a girl going viral all over the internet. There were people tagging him saying how sorry they feel for him and how angry they are at Ohm for doing this to him. He could not understand what was happening as Ohm never told him that he was dating someone. He is his bestfriend. How can he hid something like this from him? As Nanon sat there lost in his thoughts, his phone started ringing. He looked at his phone and was shocked to see Ohm calling him. He quickly recieved the call.

Ohm: Hello Non

Nanon: Hello

Ohm: I am sorry.

Nanon: For what?

There was complete silence for few seconds.

Ohm: I guess you have seen the photos on internet.

Nanon: Hmm

Ohm: I...I..

Nanon: It's okay Ohm. You don't have to explain anything to me. We don't have to tell each other everything that's going on in our lives.

Ohm: But I..

Nanon: But I would appreciate it if you keep it low key for few more months. We have some events and interviews to attend as Pat Pran and we don't want our fans to be disappointed. In few months our individual series and promotions will start. Then the Ohmnanon ship sail will slow down and eventually die.

Ohm felt a pang in his heart when Nanon said that their ship will no longer exist in the future. Ohm felt like Nanon was giving up on him and their friendship.

Ohm: But we are friends Non. We will still meet each other and fans will see us.

Nanon: Well, we are going to be busy in our lives. So we may hardly meet each other. Even if we do, let's keep it private. This way none of us will suffer.

Ohm felt like Nanon was trying to cut all ties with him gradually and this was the first step towards that goal. Was it so easy to let him go? Does he mean nothing to him.

Nanon: By the way congrats for your new girlfriend. I wish you  both a happy life together.

Ohm: Hmm

Ohm does not say anything as he felt a lump forming in his throat.

Nanon: I just reached home. I need to go now.  I will talk to you later.

Ohm: Hmm

Nanon disconnected the call while Ohm held onto his phone as tears starts forming in his eyes.

Nanon's POV:

Nanon quickly exits the van and runs to his room. He closes the door behind him and just falls on his bed face up. He lay there facing the ceiling as tears flow down his eyes.

Why does it pain so much? It's not like he belonged to me. It was just my stupid heart that thought that he was mine. Ohm, Nanon's Ohm, My Ohm, that's what it murmured to me everytime I looked into his eyes. Those mesmerizing fierce eyes that I love so much. Now it belongs to someone else. Nanon's tears flowed continously as he cursed his fate for taking away the one person that he wanted to be his, Ohm, my Ohm.

Ohm's POV:

Nanon just congratulated me and disconnected the call. He just asked me to wait for couple of months before revealing my so called girlfriend because it will effect our work. So all these days what he did was fan service.  But why don't my heart believe his words? Why do I feel loved whenever I look into those gorgeous brown eyes? Why do I feel his love whenever he calls my name and slap me playfully? Why do I feel his love when laughs at my stupidity? Why do I feel that he belongs to me whenever our eyes meet? Why do my heart murmur to me that he is mine and only mine? Why do I love him so much?

Two individuals who are in love with each other go through the pain of longing unaware of the fact that they are each other's destiny.