Mine- Yours and Only Yours

Diary

Nanon's diary:

First entry:

Today I met someone new at the GMMTV office. His name was Ohm Pawat. He recently joined GMMTV and is part of my new series Blacklist. He has already got a lot of acting experience and was friends with Chimon. When I met him today, I felt an instant connection but I never showed it on my face. I called him POhm as he is older than me but he asked me not to. He seems to be a nice guy.

Next entry:

Blacklist drama is progressing really well. I love working with this cast and crew. I finally made a new friend, Ohm. Yes, the same guy I mentioned before. He is like a golden retriever,  warm and affectionate. He loves and cares for people around him. I like him. I hope we can be friends for a long time.

Next entry:

Today I got into a fight with Ohm. He just couldn't understand what I am trying to tell him. He sometimes say and do things without thinking. If his words impact me and Chimon, it's okay. We understand him. What if he does that to someone else? Will they understand him? What if he gets hurt because of his actions? I don't want him to get hurt. He is just a big baby in man's body. No one should hurt him.

Next entry:

Blacklist shooting is over. I may not be able to see him frequently because I don't have any schedule with him. We may cross paths occasionally for promotions. I will miss him.

Ohm: I missed you too Non.

Next entry:

Today I watched his last BL series He's coming to me. I liked the series. He did a great job but I felt irritated whenever he came close to PSingto. Why should he stand so close to him? Why am I irritated so much? It's just acting.

Ohm: Were you jealous Non? I was, everytime I see you touch or kiss your costar.

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Ohm recently acted in a movie called Dew. He asked me accompany him to watch the movie. It was an awesome movie. I loved it so much. I cried so much. Let me tell you a secret. I watched that movie 2 more times. I just couldn't get over Ohm's acting. He was too good. Shh..shh Don't tell him. That fierce eye will be flying in airing he  know that I appreciated his acting.

Ohm laughs out loudly on reading the last sentence. He then proceeds to read the next entry.

Next entry:
Today PAof came to visit me. He wanted to offer me a lead role in his new BL series. I was skeptical initially because I never worked in that genre before. The story was good and I always wanted to work with PAof. The deal closed the moment he told me Ohm will be acting opposite me. I want to work with him and he always made me feel comfortable and confident.

Ohm: I would have never said no for that role because I don't want any other  guy to touch you or kiss you. I was done being jealous of your romance with other costars. I wanted to be the one to love you and kiss you.

Next entry:

Today was my first BL series promo release. I was shaking like a leaf in the wind when I stepped on the stage. Ohm hugged me and held me throughout the event. He gave me courage and confidence. I made through the event successfully. Thank you Ohm.

Ohm: I am always happy to be there for you Non.

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Today was my first workshop with Ohm. I felt so shy when he was staring at him. I just couldn't maintain eye contact with him. I was blushing like a teenage girl. God help me.

Ohm: I still remember that day. You looked stunning that day. I was lost in your eyes.

Next entry:

Today was my first kiss scene with him. We are quite used to hugs and cheek kisses but this will be the first time we will actually kiss each other. As my lips touched his lips, an electric current ran through my body. It was my kiss with Ohm. My heart was beating so loudly that I felt like everyone outside could hear it. His fingers were tangled in my hair and when he pulled my hair to get more access to my mouth, a moan escaped my mouth. Ohm kept on kissing me even after director called cut. I wanted him to continue but suddenly realized our awkward position. I pushed Ohm and walked away to my dressing room. It took me some time to get my heartbeats back to normal. A smile appeared on my face thinking about that kiss, my first kiss with Ohm.

Ohm: That was the best day of my life too. You looked like a dream that day. I just wanted to capture you in my heart. You dreamy eyes after our kiss is still captured in my heart.

Next entry:

Today is the last day of our shoot. We have few emotional scenes lined up for today's shoot. I was feeling low because I may not be able to meet Ohm like this anymore. We have other individual commitments to fulfill. We were shooting the scene where Pran realizes that his unrequited love is reciprocated by Pat. But he also realizes that there is no future for their relation because of their parents feud. The shoot began and tears flooded in my eyes as I looked at Ohm. It was not Pran but Nanon who was crying. I knew that I had fallen, I had fallen so badly for Ohm. I can never tell this to him because I cannot lose him as my friend. I can at least be his friend if I hide my feelings. That day I kissed him with all my passion and love because this may be the only way I can express my feelings.

Ohm: Why didn't you tell me Non? You weren't the only one fighting with your feelings. I was trying to hide my feelings too. If only I knew. If only I was as persistent as Pat, we wouldn't have suffered.

Last entry:

Yesterday my worst fear came true. Ohm found the one he loves. I have lost him forever. I didn't want him to know about my feelings and feel guilty. So I pushed him away saying everything is fan service. But when Chimon told me how much I hurt my Ohm, I couldn't forgive myself. His pain was so unbearable that he left everything behind and went away from all of us. I need to find him. I need him back. I cannot live without him. He can love whoever he want but I want him in my life even if it's as a friend. I may only be his bestfriend but he is the centre of my world, my Ohm.

Ohm: Yes, I found the one I love. I found that person long ago. The only thing that mattered in my life is that person's happiness. Today I will make sure that I get back my love, my Mr.dimples, My Non.

Ohm patiently waited for Nanon to wake up.