3 years ago from me to you

Hello & Adieu

I was reckless to think you would have fallen for me too but I am just a child with no guide but to simply love a man beyond my age. You fade from me .. bit by bit- .

So many rumours I have heard about you , they said you were married , you move on to a better life , they said you were in denial. I could still feel the shame in me when I started to fluttered like a child around you , hovering near you whilst you are tapping & clicking the laptop's keyboard loudly and your eyebrows were almost a line . 3 years ago , I thought you were a simple lonely man who needs a sprinkle dust of happiness to think that I could somehow make you felt something .

Seeing you eye to eye , it was warm.. the warmth of spring eventhough we live in Asia where there's no springtime , summer & winter but the warmth are so so .. delightful .

I was just learning poem 3 years ago .. to think that I foolishly made a cheesy poem for you and meant it to give it to you .

Foolish of me to ask for your numbers and selfishly I tried to tackle you in hope that you'll feel the same way for me . But alas! our story reminds me of this one particular anime I watch "Koi wa Ame Agari no Yo Ni" or "After The Rain" .

Where both main character decided to part way and ends in good term and hopefully to return each other favour that is them to reach their goal and be successful .

I never thought you would also do novels , that time from 3 years ago whilst you were clicking and clacking your laptop's keyboard you were halfway through your novel ; a grand piece persé . I made my own way too as I guide myself and you fade from me , I finished my teen years and hoping into the 20's .

If only 3 years ago , I wasn't so pushy and be more thoughtful I just hope we end in a good term as a friends perhaps.. , apart 3 years I just hope you achieved what you have been chasing for .

And I still have a long way to go . Adieu