Chapter Ten

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The guys took Dean over to the infirmary and laid him on a bed, as the girls took me and the kids to the library. I sat there feeling nothing, I had nothing but my kids now. My heart and soul died with him.

    "Ritchie" Jody says coming over to me. I look at her with no emotion and just sit there. She doesn't know what to say and I cant blame them

    "Where are the babies?" I ask still deadpan. Donna looks around and says

    "They were right here" I get up and start walking around looking for them. I'm still in my wedding dress, that now has Deans blood all over it, but I couldn't care less. I just really want to find my kids. I see Sam and the other guys coming down the hall with sad looks on their faces.

    "Ritchie, what are you doing?" Sam asks as I get to him. I look up and say

    "Looking for the kids."

    "They are in their room" he says walking me over to see them in their beds. I smile and walk back out to the library. Everyone follows, but is a little nervous about what will happen.    

    "What happens now?" I ask looking down at my hands

    "He will get a hunters funeral" Sam says with tears in his eyes.

    "Oh" I say as I start to tear up again. Dad comes over to sit by me and put his arm around me as I lean into him and I start to cry harder. Everyone is either crying or consoling. Then it hits me. I stop crying, stand up and walk out of the room. I walk into see the kids and they are still sleeping, so I walk to mine and change my clothes. I come back out and now, I'm pissed. That mother fucker is gonna die for what he did, he has no idea the damage I am about to cause. Everyone can see it on my face

    "Don't do Ritchie" Rowena says as I look over at her

    "Don't do what?" I say as I get my weapons together

    "Don't give in to your demon side, I don't know if you'll come back" she says concerned.

    "Oh, you mean since Dean is gone. Since he was my center and kept me grounded. I don't know what your talking about." Ask I start to walk to the door

    "Ritchie please, I cant lose you to" Sam says coming over to me

    "You wont, but I'm not gonna sit here and let that dick get away with this" I say looking at him

    "Please let us help, that way nothing happens to you" Eileen says coming over.

    "I don't know what you guys could do. I have to take care of this myself, he has to go" I say getting more irritated.

    "Ritchie, your losing control" Cas says

    "Well, I mean can you blame me? He killed the love of my life, and you want me to sit around and wait for him to kill someone else I love. NO! I'm ending this now!" I yell as they all back up and then Jack comes over

    "Let me help. We are brother and sister, maybe I can help ground you even a little." He says as he grabs my arm. I look at his hand then back at his eyes.

    "No. Stay here and watch my kids." And I head for the door. Nobody else tries to stop me but they all have concerned looks on their faces as I walk out to the garage. I have no idea where I'm going or what I am going to do, all I know is that he will pay for what he did. I get in my car after looking at the impala one last time, before driving away. I drive a ways before I pull over and stop the car. I get out on a deserted road and just start beating on the car.

    "GOD DAMN IT!" I scream as I start hitting the hood over and over.

    "Well, I see someone is upset" I turn and see Gadreel standing there. The rage hits me again and I charge toward him, but hes gone before I can get to him. I turn around and see him behind me

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