My little sunshine {sundrop/moondrop x reader} 18+ SMUT WARNING

"To the girl whom I love"

"su-sunny I-" 

"sunshine its ok whatever happened you can tell me later just hug me for now i missed you soo much" 

I nod and sunny straddles me i try to relax but the feeling of guilt fills my head. How could i do this to such a nice and kind hearted person I'm a fucking monster. Thoughts of hatred for myself is the only thing i can think of thats untill i hear the rumbling of kids coming down the entry slide. I fix my face up and sunny sets me at the security desk since i cant walk on my own.

"Mr sunny man" a little girl screams

"Helloooooo Megu" he replies

"where is Mrs sunny lady"

"umm shes a bit tired soo shes working at the front desk"

Megan came to the pizzaplex everyday it was open because her parents are rich and busy and this is the only place that makes her happy. She would accidently call me mum sometimes which i think is very sweet, she also thinks Sunny and I are married.

"Meg how are you today and omg you look amazing"

"thank you i got to dress myself today since im a big girl now"

"isnt that great how have you been i havent seen you in soo long"

"well"

"whats wrong"

"m-my friend at school she gave me a letter saying we shouldnt be friends anymore"

"what im sorry she mustve been mean"

"n-no she wasnt well too me atleast sh-she always loved me.... when someone was rude to me she would stand up for me i loved her and she loved me with all her heart i just could never tell what was really going on in her head she always seemed okay but i think she has always been sad"

"wh-why do you think that"

"well anyone could tell if you looked at her during class she has a very sad look on her face a look thats diffrent from when she is talking or interacting"

"i-im sorry thats soo sad for someone soo young"

I look up to see Meg crying i pick her up and sit her up on my lap "shhh its okay beautiful she will come back just give her time"

Megs pov 

I arrive at school waiting to see my bestfriend mi amor. I smile as i see her running towards me her brown hair flowing behind her as she screams my name in excitement. she hugs me tightly ive never felt soo safe.

~time skip~

"the way to convert a fraction......" the inaudible talk of the math teacher can be heard distantly, i sit up and look at the face of my friend to see if she understands the work but when i look i just see her lost in thought her face expressionless but her eyes tell a whole story of hurt no one really notices because she hides her sad green eyes behind a pair of glasses. I go to say something to her but is interrupted by the person sitting between us.

~time skip~

I wait for my bestfriend like every morning but to my surprise she doesn't turn up and the bell rings I walk to our first calss and i see her sitting there talking to a senior she looks ....happy

~time skip~ 

during classes she talks less and less but my conversations with another grow more and more i can sense her sitting there next to me yet soo lonely and far.

~time skip~ 

 "To the girl whom I love" 

this letter what is this i try to beg her for answers but she does not reply she simply walks away her head hanging low and that was last i ever saw of her.

Y/n pov

"thats soo heartbreaking come here" I wrap Meg in my embrace hoping she will cheer up. she looks up at me tears falling from her eyes. I kiss her on the forehead and stroke her curly blond hair.

A/n hehe hey how yall doin hey yall.

im sorry i was gone for soo long but thats what mental health does to ya and this was also dedicated to my "bestfriend" i really dont know if we are friends anymore yea but meg if ur reading this i love you