Awaken Nightmares (completed)

Chapter 12

Lyric's POV

It's been a month since I've spoken to Naveen. I'm still pissed at her...but who am I kidding...I miss her. This damn pull, the mate bound has is making me soft and no matter how much I hate it....I can't stop thinking about her.

"Bro?" Chris says next to me ask he continued getting his ass beat by me on the game.

"Yeah wassup?" I shot him in the head, he thought I didn't see him hiding behind the trashcan.

"When you going to swallow your pride huh? Vicky just spoke to Veen earlier....don't you think you need to do the same?" He said staring at the screen infront of him.

"I don't know man....I've been thinking the same thing but I told her not to get in my way or piss me off and she did exactly that."

Chris chuckled next to me."Bruh we talking about a female....she's going to piss you off but she has a good heart and a good head on her shoulders. Yeah I understand you not the same person you was before but maybe you need to let your brutal side down around her. Sacrifice bro...it's all about sacrifice."

I hate when Chris is right. Him and Marco are the only people I'm mellow with. And when they get to speaking real...I just can't help but to take their advice.

I also can't help this uneasy feeling I have.

"But uh I have a question? Why haven't you felt your mate bound before....why is it just now starting?" Chris asking still trying to find me on the Detroit Map on Advanced Warfare.

"Honestly bro....I think it's because we were young. I mean over the year she was gone both our birthdays past....she's 18 now and I'm 19 so maybe that's why?" I was unsure about it myself we been around eachother our whole life.......why is this shit just now happening?

"You know what I think it is." Chris asked me " I think it's different for y'all because of the Hyrid you are or.... there's more to Naveen that we don't know about." He simply shrugged but that has me thinking. He always knew Vicky was the girl for him... Vicky was his soul mate, his joy, shit Vicky even having his child now. But me.... I find out when I'm 19....why?

" Man, anotha thing........I know you hurt about Lil Caleb not being yours but...do you think your going to still be in his life bro? " My heart honestly sank hearing someone else say that. I always knew something was up, it's not that much of a shock but..I was truly hurt about it. I mean I was there through it all. I'll admit I hated Shania and was extremely mad when she told me she was pregnant. But... I'm a man ...I wasn't going to abandon her, I was there at the doctors appointment until birth, she refused to have my name on the birth certificate and now I know why. She was waiting until her man decided to come back. No lie....I do miss my lil man.

"Honestly Chris....Naw I don't feel like I should be there if he got his biological dad back. He has his family...he'll soon forget who I am, he's too young to remember me anyway." I shrugged it off. "I'll live my life and they'll live theirs."

Chris only nodded and continued to play the game.

Yeahhh, ....Maybe I should go apologize to Navie....she still has a good heart, I need to respect that but same time she need to respect me or help me conceal my anger or get rid of it all together.

I dapped Chris," I'mma go check on Veen real quick..."I scratched the back of my neck."And.... apologize to her.....y'all right...she didn't deserve the way I treated her plus.....I miss her man, I just want to hold her and protect her. We already had too much time apart."

"So why the hell are you still here telling me....Go tell her." Chris joked

"You right."

I'm about to go get my baby back. We having problems and we didn't even start dating yet.