🔥𝙵𝚒𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝙴𝚢𝚎𝚜🔥

Leap of Faith or Death

Hi <33 I hope you are all doing well. Thank you all so much for reading my book. Anyway I won't waste time INTO THE CHAPTER!!

(Sora POV) Jaxx had just kissed me, I didn't know what to do so I kinda just stared at him. He slowly reached for me and pulled me into an embrace, I felt so happy and loved. I guess Jaxx liked me back. I had never kissed anyone before so this was a whole new thing for me. But now I was confused, did he kiss me because he liked me or did he kiss me because he felt bad. I was so unattractive compared to him so he could have easily done it out of pity. He could have done it because he wanted to repay me for standing up to his bullies. That was when I knew he didn't like me, he just felt bad for me. 

My head started getting swarmed with thoughts, I wasn't good enough. Know one would ever like me, I would never be good enough, I started getting flash backs to when my parents told me I was a terrible kid and that they wish they never had me. My world began crashing down everything I had believed and fantasized about these past few days was all fake. Jaxx would never love me, no one would. With my head clouded with thoughts beyond what I'm able to describe I started running. My once happy face was now inflamed and red as tear after tear rolled down my face and fell to the ground. 

My body began to carry me for what seemed like miles. I kept running and never stopped until I was at the edge of a bridge, the bridge that a boy in my class once tried to push me off for being gay. The bridge that I used to go to every night and cry, it felt like I could see my old tears flowing through the ridges of the bridge. I was so done with this world, it's given me so much pain and regret that I don't even want to live anymore. Jaxx was the only good thing but that was just fake, the comfort I felt was all just my brain tricking me. No one loved me, no one would miss me I was finally done. I stared at the ground that looked at least 100ft down and for once in my life I wasn't afraid I was ready to take the jump. I stepped toward the edge and...........

OOOHHH I wonder what will happen, I almost feel like I should make you all wait another 2 days to see what happens next...... JK I'm not that mean anyway I love you all thanks for reading <333 (don't forget to follow if you like my work it means so much)