My mysterious Teacher - Kim Namjoon

What its mine, its mine

" Do you think that a good obsession it's real? I don't see obsession has a bad thing, people just don't know how to use the feeling to provide the better way for them do get what they want."

" Its it bad when the person who you are obsessed shares the same feeling for you? Who loses? No one."

"Namjoon POV"

( im once again lost in my thoughts. Why do I have to wait so long to see her? Only if I had a way to know where she lives or a way to get in contact with her...maybe there is. I get easily access to the computer of the students but I don't wanna turn into a crazy stalker, that's not part of my plan, she will naturally tell me anything I want without moving a finger, that's the way things will go, I declared her mine, and what it's mine, it's mine. )

* im smoking a cigarette with chocolate flavor, I'm not a big smoker but it makes me think and brings me a feeling of quiet and peace. I walk to my balcony, I put one of my hands on the verge of the cold stone while I slowly suck the cigarette revealing the toxic smoke that kills *

Namjoon: How ironic, I call myself smart but I'm tasting the flavor that killed many persons around the world, am I changing? Ahahahha that girl...

* my lips turn into a small smirk while I touch the cigarette to drop the ashes down, when I end smoking , I get out of the balcony closing the door behind me *

Namjoon: what should I do for dinner? Should I order? I don't have patience to talk on the phone right now * sighs * I wonder what she is doing right now.

* I look to the moon smiling softly *

( I imagine that girl it's looking back at me through the moon, is that connection possible? Where we are in love, the vision we have of the world truly changes. )

"Y/N POV"

( im inside my room, bored has always, nothing new happened, the only thing new that happened was mister Kim. When I think about him it seems that my life turns into a world with some blue, some green, some pink, not just black or white, I wished so much to see him everyday, he is the only reason I found to make myself smile at night, while my parents are discussing adult things or cursing at me on my back, I just have my eyes to one person, my world turns off, everyone desapears, the sun comes out, and I see mister Kim face on the window of the classroom, organizing his papers, it's amazing that simple actions that common people do, looks like a fantasy cenario when I see mister Kim doing it, just the way he writes with his firm and veiny hand, the way he fixes his jacked, his hair, talks, eats, it's just perfect. He is a man of my dreams and nothing else matter, it's too soon to say this but I wanna call him mine, and only mine, I wanna be the only woman to watch his daily performances, I wanna see how he rides a car, how he cooks, how he dresses himself, how he cleans the house, which things he buys, everything. )

Y/N: what have you done to me mister Kim?! I'm sure he puted a spell on me...I hate him and I love him at the same time...it's so hard to focus on anything...

* I smile softly remembering all the things he said and did to me *

Y/N: I would never get angry at him...even if he hurted me or screamed at me, it would bring a good feeling on me even if it sounds something wrong right? Anything that man does, it's a dream to me.

* when I'm getting ready to get out of my room to search for something to eat, the wind blows on my hair and when I turn, the moonlight it's now visible, my all room it's white, even if I don't like light that much, this light was different, it seemed a present or a gift , has if someone sent it to me, I get close to the window and I look at the full moon *

Y/N : do you also control the moon light mister Kim? My heart it's not enough? * laughs * see you soon.

"Namjoon POV"

Namjoon : I can't wait to see her on Monday, have a good night, miss y/n.

* I kiss my index and middle finger together and I send it to the moon has if I'm throwing a kiss to my lovely student, kinda cliche, but a man doesn't involve if he doesn't try new things *