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Heyyyyyyy sorry it's been forever but ummm  well life so ya but I will try my best to make this at least somewhat good but ya... enjoy

After cleaning he decided to go outside and try not to get his parents angry. But today was going to be a good day, his sister was coming and he would be able to leave the house and be with her.

He heard yelling from inside and there was some banging and clattering coming from the kitchen. Giyuu was still only 6 and didn't want anyone to get hurt so he went in to pick stuff up. His parents had moved to the living room which was good, he would be able to pick up the mess without getting in the way.

He did hear some of what they were saying though. Apparently dad had slept with someone? But now he's sick.? What dose dad sleeping with someone mean.

Well it wasn't any of his business so he continued on cleaning.

He could see his sister coming down the road to their house. He was so excited.! He could hardly wait, he started running to her when he wasn't able to contain his excitement anymore. He jumped and crashed right into her.
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(Now the hashira will be be able to hear his thoughts, this is after his sisters visit but he is still 6)

Tsutako had left a while ago and he was alone with his parents again. They didn't talk to her much and it seems like she believed his lies about his injuries.

His parents left a while ago to go get more alcohol. So he has the house to himself. He decided to clean while he had the chance and he was able to roam all of the house. First he cleaned the living room, then the bathrooms, his room (which was the size of a closet), and lastly the kitchen.

He didn't want to go into his parents room and see something he shouldn't or touch something that he shouldn't, so he cleaned the kitchen. He had finished the dishes and cleaned the floors so he was on to the silverware.

~I've heard of people hurting themselves with these. I don't know why though, dose it feel nice?... I don't think so, but then what makes them do it?.... Maybe I would understand if I, tried it? But what if it hurts!... Well it can't hurt more than mom and dad... can it?~
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The pillars stood there, in shock, maybe? It's just he's so young, where did he hear this. "Is he really going to do it!?" Mitsuri half yelled that into Obani's ear. But that was the question everyone was asking. Would this tiny kid, would mini Tomioka really do this.

Then it clicked, some Hashira thought that Tomioka was just stuck up, but looking back on ,well, everything now, it dose make sense.

He would... He would do this.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Tomioka raised the blade and gently pressed down on his arm. He made a little hissing sound and flinched, but he didn't stop, he just kept dragging it along his arm. Not to deep but, it also drew blood.

~It hurts, but only like a sting. The knife is cold and it felt wired, but, it also felt... well it feels like I have some control and well, I don't hate the feeling, though it dose feel, addicting, in a way. I think I know why people do it.~

After doing this he decided to finish cleaning before his parents come home and see him making a mess. He finished cleaning and went down the small hallway to his room (which was a closet) when he stoped by his parents room, the door was cracked open, but when he went to clean it was closed. And his stomach sank.

~Was mom and dad home?! What would have happened if they caught me.~

But even with his worry, he opened the door to see his mom sitting on her bed silently coughing into her arm. "Mommy... are, are you ok." She looked up at him kind of dazed. But she had a small smile on her face. "Oh hi hunny, how are you." He paused, was... was she not mad at him.

"Hi mommy I'm, I'm ok... are you." She sat there for a moment and stared "I'm ok, hey come here for a second I want to tell you something." He was hesitant out first but listened. "Hey, I just wanted to say... that... that I'm so sorry. Your father is a nice man, he was... but life can change some people and make them mean and rude." She said this in a sad way, she looked sorry and like she felt a way that no one should. "He was a nice man... and I wished that you could have meet that man... but he changed and I did nothing to stop it... but because he changed and I couldn't handle it I changed to and I never tried to change back. And for that I'm so, so sorry. I never wanted to do this to you and I hope one day you will forgive me."
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Now nobody was smiling, and no one had said a thing. Until Senemi started yelling "why the hell would he forgive her, she's a bitch that's just trying to make herself feel better for being and asshole mother!" "Senemi please calm yourself, she's just trying to redeem her soul and try to explain herself." Himejima was always trying to calm the unnecessary yelling down violence between the hashira. But Senemi started to yell again "well if she wants to redeem herself now she shouldn't have- he was cut off by a little boy.
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"It's ok mommy, you didn't mean to. Everyone gets mad sometimes, I forgive you."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ All the hashira stood there in shock. What, why did he forgive her. Why is he so nice to someone that has hurt him so much. Why would he say it's ok.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I will always love you, your my mom. And you and dad will always be my parents, so please don't cry I forgive you mom. Please don't cry."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Wow. That's what they all thought. He was so sweet. How could a little boy, a little boy who was so cold now, how could he be that sweet.
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Hey hope you enjoyed this chapter I will for sure be updating soon so sorry for the long wait.