Beyond boundaries

SIMULA

This is a work of fiction. Names,character,businesses,places,
events,locales,and incidents are either the product of the authors imagination or used in a fictitious manner.Any resemblance to actual persons living or dead,or actual events is purely coincidental.

This story contains Sensitive content,character abuse,harassment,sexual abuse,and matured content thats not suitable for young readers.

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Sabi nila ang kasal ang pinakamahalagang pangyayari sa buhay ng isang babae,dream come true ang ikasal sa taong mahal mo.

I'm here standing infront of the beautiful church wearing a veil and a long white gown holding a white flower crying because of mixed emotions.

As the door opens
the song start to play
and my tears suddenly starts falling.

"I'll be the one
that stays till the end
and I'll be the one
that needs you again,
and I'll be the one
that proposes in a garden of roses. "

habang naglalakad ako papalapit sa kanya ay hindi parin tumitigil ang luha ko sa pag agos,
seeing my friends and family smiling at me makes me more guilty.
when I laid my my eyes on him my tears didn't stop falling.
He's standing right next to God smiling at me,
looking directly at me like I was the most precious and important person in the world.

"And truly loves you long
after outcast and closed
but will you still love me
if nobody wants me around,
when I turn 81
and forget things
would you still be proud"

but I know it's too late I already made my decision.

Run away.

habang patuloy sa pagtugtog ang kanta,patuloy din dumadaloy ang luha sa aking mata.

I know once I turn my back on him,I'll lose him forever.
at tanggap ko yon,tatanggapin ko iyon.

i'll run away but it doesn't mean that I dont love him anymore.

I love him and I will always do even it cost my biggest downfall.

i'll do anything for you,my teroso.

So before I change my mind,I avoided his gaze.I turn my back on him and started running away with the tears falling on my cheeks.

"until our paths cross again my love."

Im Elora Cassidy Sevilla,30 years old fine lady who dont need a man except for a one married man who owns my heart,body,and soul for a very long time up until now even he's married to another woman.

natawa ako sa sarili kong naisip.
hayyy buhay hanggang kailan ko kaya marerealize na hindi na pwedeng ipilit yung nararamdaman kong ito.
Im hopeless.

"Lord please help me."mahinang saad ko habang nakatingin sa payapang langit na kulay asul.

Sana all in peace.Sabi ko nalang sa sarili,baliw na ata ako at pati langit kinaiinggitan ko.

To be honest I dont know where to start.I never imagine myself loving someone again the way I loved him.

When I left him that day half of my existence stays with him.