I'm in love my Cousin

I crush him since when I was a kid. (Sorry medyo wrong grammar)..

When I was in 7 ,
I saw a young boy
I was attracted to his eyes
When I see him,
My heart beats faster.

And now, I'm a lady,
I still crush on you.
I heard you have a girlfriend. 
I felt angry and jealous.
I know it's wrong to love you. 

I had a boyfriend,
But I didn't feel my love for him, Because I still want you.
add don't know why I'm like this.

When I found out,
That you were in the farm.
I went with mama to see you.
I got off the single motor, 
I saw you and was in slow motion,
When I approached you.