My secret love (MxM)

Jackson-4

I kissed him tentatively. His arms wrapped around my neck as I slowly move where I'm sitting on the bed and he's in my lap.

After we pulled away to breath he leaned his head on my shoulder. "Baby" I said hugging him closer to me.

"Hmm" He asked

"You know I would never want to do anything or let anyone hurt you right? I really hate that people have hurt you so bad but you still are a freaking angel on earth, special made for what seems like loving me." I said

"I'm sorry I went down that route instead of just letting it go. I just wanted to know if you still loved me or want someone else and didn't want to tell me." He said, his eyes welling with tears

"Baby, you don't have to apologize. You are my everything and you can voice any insecurities or dislikes about yourself or me and God damnit I'll try my best to show you how I see you. A perfect angel who is sometimes too good for this world" I said

"I feel like such a crybaby for getting so emotional today" he said

"No baby, it's okay. We all have days where it's just too overwhelming and you deserve to feel like everyone else." I said and layed back so we were both laying down. I rubbed his back as he got comfortable and eventually we both fell asleep.

*morning*

I woke up to Blake moving in his sleep. He accidentally brushed against me and I immediately grabbed his hips to keep him from moving more. He slowly woke up.

"Good Morning Baby" I said

"Morning" He said still cuddling up to me

"Did you sleep well?" I asked

"Your comfortable, why have I not been sleeping life this the whole time" He said

"I don't know Baby" I said and he moved but stopped after a second.

"Um." He said as he moved a little bit brushing my still very noticeable Morning wood and I moaned a little.

"Oh, what did you dream about?" He asked

"You" I said honestly

"I guess I should help then" He said and kissed me and then crawled down and pulled my sweatpants down along with my boxers.

"Baby, the door" I said not wanting any chance my parents could walk in on this beautiful angel doing very dirty things with me. He quickly locked the door and soon was taking my length into his mouth.

* lunchtime *

"What do you want for lunch boys?" Mom asked as we sat on the couch cuddling

"What do you want Baby?" I asked Blake

"Um, anything is fine" He said hugging me tightly

"How about I make some ham sandwiches?" Mom asked

"Sounds good" I said and she walked back into the kitchen. I looked back down and he was asleep.

"He's awfully tired. The poor boy. I hope he can work everything out or move past it." Mom said coming into the living room with two sandwiches.

"Hey Mom? Do you think you could help me with something? His birthday is next weekend and I wanted to do something special for him. Nothing loud and big because he gets really bad migrains but something small. Could we do it in the backyard or something. It wouldn't be too many people." I said