Simp (TubboXRanboo Highschool AU)

Chapter four

Sorry for all the grammatical errors!

Tw's and Cw's: FLUF, LANGUAGE, MAJOR S!ICIDE WARNING. (Different ways to commit) DROWNING, PILLS, TRAIN TRACKS, MENTION OF GUNS, BLOOD, AND KNIVES. 

I am being EXTREMELY SERIOUS when I say DO NOT READ THIS IF THAT STUFF TRIGGERS YOU. I'll say when it comes up. Please do not read if this triggers you EVEN a LITTLE BIT. 

I get to school and don't see Tubbo. I lean against his locker till the bell rings

'That's weird' I thought, walking to band. I take my time. Mr. Perry doesn't really care if we're a bit late. I peak into Tubbo's first period and don't see him there either. 

I frown. 

'Where is he?'

I start to get worried. I walk to band and grab my clarinet then sit down. When I'm done putting together, I walk over to Vee and Wil. 

"Do you guys know where Tubbo is?" I ask.

"Nope," Vee says, playing some scales on the piano. "Tommy and I didn't drop by his house this morning cuz of student council."

Will just shakes his head and keeps strumming his guitar.

Mr. Perry tells us to take out our sheet music. I can barely focus. I keep thinking about Tubbo, wondering if he's okay.

✨Time Skiperoony✨

When the day is over, my brain is overtaken. All I can think about is Tubbo. I want to go to his house to see if he's okay but I end up not going. Instead, I go to Spacies Place. I walk in and sit down at the usual place. I order bubble tea and watch YouTube till I see someone sit across from me. He had brown hair and eyes and freckles dotted across his face. I take out my earbuds and turn off my phone.

"Uh. Hello?" I ask him.

"Your Ranboo, right?" He asks. I notice he has a British accent.

I nod.

"Good," He says, getting up to sit right next to me." I need to talk to you about Tubbo."

I hear his name and I perk up.

"Is he okay? He didn't come to school today."

The boy shrugs and my heart sinks.

"I don't know. Thats not what I wanted to talk to you about."

I frown but continue to listen.

"So you see, me and Tubbo are kind of a thing. Well... we were a thing. Till he moved. Now I see that he's found you. As a temporary replacement of course. Now that I'm here, I'll be taking my boyfriend back and your  gonna stay away from him."

When he finishes speaking, I'm dumbfounded. What does he mean by temporary replacement? Is this why Tubbo hasn't texted me about him not coming to school? He doesn't love me? Was I just a replacement? Was I  temporary?

Tears in my eyes threaten to fall.

I refused to believe it.

"No. No, Tubbo loves me. I'm not temporary. Right?"

"Im afraid you are, dude. Tubbo is my  boyfriend. He was just pretending with you."

The tears in my eyes fall and I think about Tubbo telling me he loves me. Lying to my face. I stand up, walk out, then run as fast as I can.